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Chapter 3(Taehyung's(P.O.V))

As I saw Jungkook leave I felt a pang in my heart.J-hope got up put on his clothes and kissed me goodbye.I got up and grabbed my phone but he wouldn't answer.Of course why would he I bet he's really mad at me.I put my clothes on and left I will apologize tomorrow.I got in my car and drove away my house is closer to school.I got home took a shower and did my homework texted j-hope goodnight and fell asleep.
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I woke up early I know Jungkook he always gets to school early maybe I can talk to him alone.I did my morning routine made breakfast and got in my car.I drove to the store near our school and got banana flavored snacks and drinks.I drove to school I sat under the tree where Jungkook always reads.But he never came when the hyungs came I asked them and said they hadn't seen him.I got really worried I couldn't even listen in class what if he's in trouble or sick.Once the bell wrong I ran out the door forgetting that j-hope would be waiting at the gates of school.I got in my car quickly maybe tripping sometimes okay multiple times.I drove in the speed of light.I got to his house and I knocked on the door screaming Jungkook.A women opened the door."who are you and why are you screaming",she said with a cigarette in her mouth."umm where is Jungkook and who are you",I said trying to get inside but she stopped me."hey there the boy your talking about moved and I'm in charge of selling the house he did leave a note for someone is your name taehyung",she said going inside and going outside with a note."yes that's me",I said with tears in my eyes I couldn't believe he left without telling anybody."well here he you go now scram I don't got time you little kids", said closing the door in my face.I walked to my car and drove home.I ran inside without saying hi to my parents or my brother.I kicked the door of my room and jumped on my bead getting comfy to read the note Jungkook left me.I opened it and it said
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Dear taehyung,
I'm sorry for leaving without saying anything.I know your mad at be but I had my reasons.I've kept two lies from you and the hyungs.The first one I hate myself for not telling anybody.I was scared if I said something and something bad happened.I have been sexually harassed for a month now.I never told anybody because he said that he would hurt the people I loved.I was to weak to stop him I'm to weak to do anything.The second lie is about you.I've loved you for years now.At first I thought it was brotherly love but it started to grow.I was going to tell you but then you asked j-hope out.I tried getting rid of my feelings but I couldn't.It hurt watching you guys be together.I felt left out that you had forgotten me everybody had someone I had nobody.Then I started hating j-hope but I started thing it isn't his fault.I sorry for keeping this all to myself.Please don't try to contact me I want to forget my past and start a new life.I want to get stronger I don't want to get my feelings hurt or get used anymore.Tell the others I love them and I will miss them.I hope one day we will see each other.
Love Jungkook
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I put the note down.I was crying Jungkook was going through all this.Maybe he would've have been still here if I told him I felt the same I'm sorry Jungkook.I promised your mom I wouldn't let you get hurt but I was the one that hurt you.
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