A Novel

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When you're with someone else

When you get the opportunity to spill out all your emotions

To finally burst the over-filled bottle of messed up feelings

Wouldn't you want to keep going?

To really let them know how you've felt all this time


You're body knows this

So does your mind

So it doesn't stop the river of tears


All the things you want to say, but can't

Are spoken through a seemingly endless series of sobs


Because in the end, you cry

Not because you're just that happy

Nor because you're sad and upset 

No,

You cry because of the pain 


The pain of keeping everything together

The pain of keeping yourself together

The pain of overwhelming emotions that just can't be explained

Emotions that won't go away


The pain of hiding


So when given the opportunity to come out

To show every single thing you have felt

You would allow those tears to continue flowing

Allow yourself to scream out all your grievances

And it feels . . .

Concluding


Like finishing a book

After many aggravating events

Heart stopping cliff-hangers

And unanswered questions

You finally finish


It's not always satisfying 

Yet

It is fulfilling in its own little way

And, I suppose, that's simply what life is


A novel

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