sO WELL-
i've been questioning my sexuality because
there's a boi who just showed the fuck up at school looking all handsome. we're gonna call him j. so he comes into my life and idk how to feel on him. so i act like a bitch to him even though it's impossible to keep my eyes off him.
so after a little while, tea is spilt. shit goes down. enter another person we're gonna call a. now a and me are pretty good friends. j takes a's virginity and almost get's her pregnant. everything is fine now tho
so i start acting nice to him because he seems pretty chill. so that's where we are now. idk wtf to do now. he's done shit like;
-he carried me when i hurt my ankle
-hugged me
-winked at me
-sometimes when i catch eyes with him he does a cute little wiggle and it makes me smile and he smiles back
-sometimes he asks me if i'm okay
-my friend said he looked like a waiter and he "served" me
-did a cute thing when i told him i was kinda scared of rain where he tried shielding my eyes
-a bunch of other shit i can't remember
so yeah. idk what this means. and the worst part is that i already told everybody i was gay. another thing is that he uses 'she' labels and i'm too afraid to tell him i use they/him.
so that's what happening. if y'all got advice pls give it to ya boi.
oh yeah forgot to say i asked for him number, texted him 3 times without an answer, then deleted it.
also shoutout to everyone that's encouraging for me to get the dick and all that:
