Right now I'm sitting in my bathroom trying to cry silently. My mind has gone into a mode that it has which is fake friends. That's always fun. It is trying to make believe that all my friends are fake and couldn't give a shit about me. I don't know who's going to read this but hi. I go to the group chat and tell them, asking for help. All that happens is someone just says doggos. Then I send the image at the top.
And now no ones talking. No one is doing a single thing to help. To give me no basis for these thoughts. All that's going through my head is good job dumbass you scared off the only people who might actually give a shit.
I've had to deal with basically losing a parent and being ignored by the other. I have had to find a new family who would actually give a shit but apparently I failed that just like I fail at everything. I'm gonna go because I can't type anymore.
