Fallin' for you

•Chapter 21•

You stare at your display.
You can't believe what you see.
You see nine boys, posing in front of a camera for a photoshoot, but these boys aren't just SOME boys, this are the boys you spend the weekend with.
The nine boys you laughed with, that you thought you know...
Hah, how stupid of me to think I know them...
Looks like I knew them not even a little bit...
How could they do this to us? ...to me?
How could FELIX do that to me...
I thought he likes me...
You feel a little sting in your heart.
He lied to me...they all did...
Now it all makes sense...
All the 'important' meetings.
Now that I think of it, they never told me what meetings they went to...
Ouch.
Well, I think, I wasn't important enough to deserve to know what they really do in their free time.
Hah. I'm such a fool.
You swipe and hope, the whole thing was just a misunderstanding, but the more photos you look at, the more you understand that it all was just a lie.
Always the same familiar faces.
Always the same familiar persons.
Always the same pain you feel inside when you look at the photos.
You can't understand what is going on right now, or maybe you just don't want it to be true.

The next thing you realize is, that you put your phone away and just stare into the wall.
You don't think anything, because your thoughts are a mess anyways.
But after a while you feel two hands on your shoulders.
'Heyy Y/N! Is everything alright? You just stare at the wall without doing anything? That's strange.', Emily asks you.
You look at her.
She is smiling, as always.
You think about telling her, but you decide not to, because you know how close she became with Jeongin and Minho over the weekend and you don't want to destroy it.
'I'm sorry, I'm just really tired and I don't have enough energy for doing something right now.', you say.
You look at her and fake a smile.
She smiles back.
'Oh okay, if you say so? But you know I'm always here for you right?', she continues.
For one moment you get weak and begin to speak without thinking about it.
'Well...actually Em, there is something I want to tell you...', you begin, but you are interrupted by Alina, that comes into the room and says hello to you.
'Hey Alina. What is it Y/N?', she looks at you, worried.
'Uhm...Magda send me a message earlier. She asked me, if I could tell you that you need to write her. She has something really important to tell you obviously, because she wrote it all in CAPITAL LETTERS.', you catch yourself again.
She smiles and says thank you, before she takes her phone out and writes her best friend as fast as possible.
That was close. I'm happy I didn't let anything slip...I would have destroyed everything for her.
But still...why did they do this to us?
Didn't they care about our feelings at all?
Well, dumb me, of course not. They are superstars.
They have loads of girls and that between me and Felix...i must have imagined something what wasn't really there...
This tought hurts you again, but you can't help yourself, but think about it all the time.
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