Fallin' for you

•Chapter 32•

Felix Pov.

I look at Y/N with my eyes wide open. I can't believe that she doesn't remember who I am. The doctor hasn't told me anything about a lost of memories. So she must be joking right?

„I am Felix Lee.", I say.
„Felix Lee...Why does your name give me goosebumps? And why did my heart just sting? Oh my god, don't tell me that you are pranking me and you are actually Mingi?!", She says in shock.
„Mingi??", I ask her confused.
„Yeah Mingi. I went to kindergarten with him. He was my first big love, hehe.", She answers flustered.

She remembers her kindergarten love over me? Ouch, that shit hurted.

Suddenly my phone starts to ring.

Chan

I accept the phone call and the next thing I hear is Chan yelling at me, asking me what I am doing in Germany. I tell him every detail about the situation, including my location and he instantly hangs up.

„Chan?", I ask before the tone of a dead phone starts.
„Chan? You mean like in Bang Chan?", She asks concentrated.
„Yes...Do you have any memory of him?",I ask kind of disappointed.
„No..I don't know what he looks like. I don't even know if I know him personally...", She answers still very concentrated.

Why does she has to look so adorable without even doing something or any effort?

I decide to show her some pictures of her friends so that she could maybe get a piece of her memories back. I don't have many of pictures of her and her friends but still it's important because she spent the most time with them.

„We were on Jeongin's birthday party in this picture! It was a lot of fun and everyone got to know each other better. And I could never forget that night because something magical happened, like a spark of electricity...", I say embarrassed.
„Felix?", She strokes my arm gently as she catches me zoning out.
„Oh sorry..", I say flustered.
„No problem! Can I see more pictures? I love them! I can see that we all had loads of fun even though I can't tell any of their names.", She says a little sad.
„Well you know my name, right? That's a start! Oh and that's Chan! The one I was just talking to",I explain to her as I'm feeling happy, thinking back to all the amazing times. And this moment I will keep as a positive one although it looks like everything is out of hand.

Michelle Pov.

„I can't believe that we are actually doing this girls",Emily says excited but at the same time concerned.
„I can't even proceed that this is actually happening.", Alina speaks while coming off rather absent and lost in the deep ocean of thoughts.
„Right? Everything is just happening too fast. I don't want to accept that Y/N is in the hospital!", I say frustrated.
„Lena you have been quiet the whole ride, you aren't even singing right know even though you put Summer Walker on.", Emily asks concerned.
„Well now it's City Girls.", I conquer looking to the backseats.
„Is it still because of Hyunjin..?", Alina finally asks.

Chan Pov.

„Ok guys I asked the manager and he said it's alright if we fly to Germany. And the jackpot is that we can even stay longer because we will do a fan meeting! I know that right now your worries are about Y/N and if we will be able to present a good show at the fan meeting. And I will say that this is VERY rare, so I want everybody to be relaxed and see it as a vacation. Alright? Now pack your bags we will talk about the fan meeting later. Hurry up we only have one and a half hour left!", I dictate.

Felix Pov.

I made the decision that I should let her rest a bit. It's been only a day, that isn't even done yet, and she already sucked in so many information about her life. I can't imagine how sad it must be to forget everything that you lived through, especially at such a young age.

After about two hours of sitting in this room my head is filled with conclusions and scenarios of that car accident that Y/N had. These thoughts stopped as the door to the room opened. It's Tyler.

„Is she OK!?", Tyler says quick so that I have to listen closely.
„What if she doesn't want me in the room!? I couldn't get here any sooner and I feel so bad for it. Do you think she will hate me for it?", Tyler says panicking.
„She won't hate you. Because she won't remember you..."

Alina Pov.

„This is my very first time being on a plane.", Michelle speaks.
„I was on a plane multiple times.", Lena says for the probably first time in an hour.
„Well you traveled half Europe so I understand why.", Michelle answers.
„I've been on a plane too. But to be honest I am so mind blown with this situation that I forgot were I was heading.", I say with a headache.

None of us could sleep, not even Emily or Lena. Well Michelle stayed up because it was the first time that she's been on a plane so she didn't want to miss out any piece of land that she could see from up here, in the clouds. And I? I was just like the others, worried about Y/N and drowning in thoughts.

Dear passengers. We will land soon. Please put your belt back on. We hope you had a comfortable flight experience and we hope that you will consider flying with ‚*FLYING COMPANY*' again!

Felix Pov.

Tyler left about twenty minutes ago. Y/N was sleeping the whole time but now I can see her moving slightly.

„Tyler was just here.", I say tired.
„Who?", She asks confused.
„Your older brother.", I answer with one eye shut because of exhaustion.
„I have a brother!?", She shouts excited not remembering all the times they got on each others last nerve.
„Yes.", I say trying to form my lips into a smile.
„Felix..Can I ask you something?", She almost whispers.
„Sure.", I respond almost falling asleep.
„At Jeongin's party. That's his name right?", She asks unsure.
I nod hoping that she would see it, because there was not much light in the room.
„What did you mean by ‚something magical happened, like a spark of electricity'..?", She asks looking at the bed sheets.

And suddenly I don't feel anything that could be associated with tiredness nor exhaustion...

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Hiya!
I love this chapter! Lately I haven't been writing like every chapter but when I wrote one I spend hours on it. And I am glad that I can see the results. And thankfully, since I don't write a lot, E always does an amazing job! Everybody give it up for E! sksksk
Also if y'all can't get enough of E's chapters, she got something big coming up for y'all. So y'all better support her.

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