Fallin' for you

•Chapter 35• (the end)

Y/N Pov.

As soon as you turn around, you have six eyes laying on you. You feel that your heart starts to beat a lot faster than before.
There they are....
The three men that you grew so much closer within the last few months.
The three men that helped to make your life a much better and happier one than it was before.
The three men that reached way deeper into your heart than you thought they would.
The three men that you would give it all up for.

You see one of them coming closer. The one turns out to be Felix. He takes your hand and leads you back to your bed to get you to sit down.
As soon as you sit down, he goes back to where he was standing before and all of them just stare at you.
'Are you guys okay?', you ask them as they won't say anything for over a minute.
They all look at each other and it seems as the three of them all think the same thing.
'Okay Y/N, as you can see all of us have brought a rose here with them and that has a special reason...', Chan starts.
'Because we all have to tell you something...', Seungmin continues.
'Starting with me...', Felix says and the other two nod.

'You remember, when you woke up to me telling you what I feel for you?'
You nod while looking him into the eyes.
'Did you hear everything I said or just the end?'
'I heard everything. From the beginning till the very end.'
He nods, waits a moment and then takes a deep breath.

'Everything I said is right and exactly how I feel. Y/N I fell in love with you, I don't know when but I just did and it hit me really hard when I finally found out what I felt. I was so scared of telling you the truth that I hold back for so long. And the day I finally decided to go all out...well let's say...it didn't turn out like I wanted it to. The day we went to the park together. I want to say once more that I am so sorry that I reacted that way. I was just so in pain because of what you said, that my feelings overcame me and I wasn't able to control them for a minute. And exactly in this minute I yelled at you, and you don't know how bad I still feel because of this...I shouldn't have let this happen...I decided that it would be the best to give you some space and don't talk to you for a while but when I went to your house with these two, and instead of you, an old lady opened the door, it felt like someone punched me right in the face. I directly ran to your friends and asked them where you are and they told me after a while. I took the next flight I was able to get and went to the address they gave me but all I could find was your brother. He then finally told me where you really were but I was worried to death because the place he told me where I could find you, was a hospital. And so I went here as fast as I could. And this is where I found you laying here, but the rest of the story you already know...', he tells and blushes while probably thinking about your kiss.

All you could do was to nod slowly and watch him leaning forward to kiss your cheek. After that he stands up and Seungmin sits down on the spot where Felix was.

'So Y/N, the first thing I want to say is that I'm really glad that you are okay. When we were at your house and the old lady opened the door instead of you, I was so scared and confused because I had absolutely no idea where you could have been, and after Felix stormed off, Chan and I went back home to ask the mates if they knew something about where you could have been. But not even them could tell us and in the end we all sat at home, wondering where you were. Except Felix, because, as he already said, he went to your friends. But he didn't told us where he was going to so we were worried about him too, but we thought he may went somewhere to calm down and think for a while. At one point we all went to bed, thinking, he would return sooner or later, but when we couldn't find him, not even in the morning, Chan suddenly told all of us to meet in the kitchen because he had to tell us something. When we all were sitting there, he told us that Felix texted him saying he is in Germany because your friends told him that you moved here. But he also said that he is on his way to this hospital because you had a car accident. We all were so shook that, at first, none of us said anything, but after a few minutes we all agreed that we need to come here too, to check if you are okay. But on my way here I promised myself something.
I promised myself that I will tell you about my feeling towards you.
You surely remember when we met at Jeongins birthday party right? Since the moment you stood in front of me and the birthday kid introduced you to me, I couldn't stop thinking about you. We all saw that you and Felix had some kind of special connection, but that couldn't really stop me from develop feeling for you. The smile of yours just let my world stop for a second and in that moment there were nothing but you and I. It was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and so I realized already at the day we met that you where the one for me to love. I know I may not be the one for you but I at least had to tell you', Seungmin tells you his version of the story.