Fallin' for you

•Chapter 31•

Felix Pov.

'WHAT?', I shout and look at Tyler.
'Yeah...but that is kinda everything I know, I'm sorry I can't be much of help', he says with a sad look on his face.
'No! It's fine, you helped me a lot, really, thank you! I'll go there right now and then call you as soon as I know more okay?', I ask Y/N's brother and give him my phone number.
He nods and stands up. I do the same.
'Thank you for doing this...', he says, looking me into the eyes.
'Of course...I would really do anything for your sister...'
He looks at me and thinks for a moment.
'I really disliked it everytime I saw Y/N with a boy but...if you would be her boyfriend in the future, I would be completely fine and happy with that because I can see that you really care for her, I mean you traveled from Seoul all the way here to Germany just to check if she is okay, you are a good person', the older boy says and gives me a quick hug.

On my way to Y/N I text Chan what I am doing and where I am. He doesn't text back because he is probably alseep so I continue walking.
The place I wanna go to is not far away from the family's house.
I arrive there after 15 minutes. A big, white house stands in front of me.
Hospital, it says.
I step inside walking straight up to the information spot.
'Wilkommen Sir, wie kann ich Ihnen helfen?', the woman says.
'Excuse me, I can't speak german...', I shoot a apologetic look at her.
'Welcome Sir, how can I help you?', she repeats in perfect english.
'My name is Felix Lee. I am searching for the room of Y/N Choi. Is it possible to visit her?', I ask her hopefully.
'Yeah, it is, she is in room 301 on the third floor, but...', as soon as I get the number of the room and the floor where it's on, I start walking fast, not caring what she wants to say next.
I want to see Y/N, check if she's okay and ask her what happened.
After Tyler told me that his sister is in the hospital I asked him what happened but all he could tell me was, that he got a call form a nurse a few day ago, telling him, his sister arrived in this hospital and hung up.
And now here I am, searching for her room.

Knocking on the door after I finally found it, I hear steps inside. Hoping that they belong to Y/N I look at the door knob. As the door opens it wasn't Y/N's face that I look into, it was the face from a doctor.
'Mister Lee I suppose?'
I nod.
'You're here to visit Miss Choi?'
I nod.
'Okay, my assistant already told me you are on your way. Come in.'
I step inside and look at the room. Her bed was near a big window, showing the view of the backyard. It's a sunny day, normally people would go outside, having fun, maybe meet up with their friends, but not me. I am standing in front of a bed, inside a hospital in Germany, far away from home.

Slowly turning to my right, I see Y/N laying in a bed with her eyes closed. She is in the clothes hospital normally gives you and out of her arms are coming some hoses. I guess for checking her health, letting out some blood from time to time.
I turn to face the doctor again who is still standing in the room, watching my reaction.
'She is asleep right?', I ask him.
He nervously scratches his head.
'Well...she's in a coma...'
I look at the man in his white working-clothes.
'C-can you p-please tell me what h-happened to her?', I ask him, staring at him.
'Of course. Let's have a seat.'
He points at the two chairs next to the bed.
I take a seat and he does the same.
He looks me in the eyes and begins to speak.
'Miss Choi was included in a car crash...
She got hit by a wayyy to fast driving car that hasn't seen her. The other driver noticed her too late and crashed right into the door she was sitting behind. She got hurt really bad and she fell into a coma, but her heart works normal and her health is getting better already. She's gonna be okay. She just needs some time.'
I nod.
'Okay thank you for telling me.'
'Of course. But I need to go now, do you want to stay a little longer?', he asks me.
I nod again.
'Okay, then good luck Sir.'
I say goodbye and the next moment, he was gone.
I call Tyler and tell him everything I heard just now.

After hanging up again, I sit down on the end of Y/N's bed, taking her hand.
I sit there for a few minutes, just holding her hand and looking at her. Then I take a deep breath.
'Okay...I know you can't hear me and all that stuff but I need to get it finally off my chest.
Do you remember the things I told you at the birthday party for Jeongin? I know it's already a long time ago, but I told you that you already meant a lot to me and that I knew you are someone special the first time I got to see you. I thought I like you as a best friend but then I looked deeper into it and I felt some emotions, other than the ones a friendship makes you feel. I had never felt that before. And along with those unfamiliar emotions, I just kept falling for you. I'm really doing my best to be your best friend, but I just can't help getting lost in your beautiful eyes, your bright smile and your angelic laugh...And suddenly all the love songs where about you. I couldn't stop thinking about you and all the time we spent together. All the moments we shared and all the laughs we had. And when we met up at the lake last time, when you started to talk about the two others I was getting so fucking jealous...I know I shouldn't be jealous, because you aren't even mine but I couldn't help and in the end my feelings won and I yelled at you and stormed off afterwards. I am so sorry for that...I had no idea all this would happen and I feel so bad now...I am such an idiot...
Y/N, I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU'
I tell her everything, not expecting her to hear it all, but as soon as I said that last sentence I feel her hand slipping away. I look up.
She is looking at me with a confused look and completely in shook.
'I'm sorry, but who are you...?'
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