Fallin' for you

•Chapter 22•

Your whole day in school was a mess.
You didn't interact with the teachers at all and barely talked with your friends.
From time to time your classmates ask you, if everything is alright, because you continue just sitting there, staring into the wall.
You always fake a smile, and tell them, everything is okay and that you are just tired and that's all.
And they believe you every single time.

The bell rings and school is over.
On your way home, you think about everything again.
Of course you are hurt by everyone of them but the thought of Felix makes your heart break again and again.
It's always the same question that you can't stop thinking about.
Why did he lie to me?
You begin to cry while you open the door to your house.
Before you realize it, you hear someone saying:
'Yes, hello? Y/N?'
Irritated you look at your phone.
You accidentally called Chan.
'Hello Chan?'
'Yes. Hello Y/N! What's wrong?? Why are you crying?!'
'Uhm...I actually don't even know why I called you, my fingers did it all by themselves. But now that I already talk to you on the phone...could you please come over as soon as possible??'
'I'll be there in 5 minutes! I'll take Seungmin with me too!'
He hangs up.
He has absolutely no idea why I am crying but he's worried and he is on his way to my house with Seungmin...how cute...
But why did I call him? He is one of the boys that lied to me!!
But thinking about it...I don't wanna talk to my girls about this because I'm scared I could hurt them...
And when the two boys arrive here, I'll ask them why they did that too!
I wanna know why they did this to us!
You throw yourself on your bed, as always, and keep crying into your pillow.

About 5 minutes later, you hear a knock on your door.
Without looking at the door you shout 'yes?'
You hear Tyler coming in and saying:
'Uhm...Y/N? Here are two boys that want to see you. They said it's important.'
'Let them in. Thank you', you say, with the face still in your pillow, so your brother doesn't see your tears.
As you hear the door falling into the lock again, you look up.
As soon as the two boys see your face and your probably black eyes, because of your ruined make up, they sprint over to you and hug you tight.
After a few seconds, they let go and you feel alone again.
'What is up Y/N? What happened?', Chan asked.
'Yeah? Who hurt you and why the hell isn't he dead already?!', Seungmin says.
The cute comments let you smile a little, but you remember what is actually happening and you look them into the eyes.
'Why did you do this to us? ...to me?'
You notice Chan stiffens and Seungmin's face darkens.
Then they look at each other.
'Uhm...I think you know about...', Chan begins.
'Yeah I fucking know about it! What did I do to deserve this? Why did you do this to me?? EVEN FELIX! I THOUGHT HE REALLY LIKES ME!', you shout.
When you mentioned Felix' feelings-lookalike you notice Chan and Seungmin twitching.
'Uh...it's not like we didn't want to tell you...because actually...', Seungmin starts.
'Hold on. Stop. Before you say something...tell me the truth now or don't say anything at all. I don't wanna hear some new lies again. I'm already hurt as fuck and I don't wanna hear some fake shit again. Understand me?', you say.
They both nod with a sad look on their face.
'Okay, then go ahead', you say.
'It's like this...the day you and the girls met Jeongin and Felix, they came home with a big smile on their face. We asked them what happened and they told us about you and your friends...', Seungmin starts again.
'...and Felix also said that you had absolutely no idea who they were and that made him come to the decision that we shouldn't tell you at first..., of course some of us were against it but he told us that we would FINALLY get to meet girls on a normal way...', Chan continues.
'...on a way, they will like us because of US and not because of what we are...', Seungmin ends it.
You look at them for a minute.
You watch them looking at each other and then at you, not sure what you are going to say and how you will react.

'I need some time to think about this to be honest boys...', you finally say.
'Yeah of course! We totally understand that! Right Seungmin?', Chan looks at his friend.
Seungmin nods.
'Thank you guys for telling me...although it's still not okay!', you tell them once again.
Both look down, knowing, what they did wasn't right.

'Hey Y/N? Could you please tell me where the toilet is?', Seungmin asks after a while.
You nod, stand up and lead him to the toilet.
Back at your room, you see Chan sitting on your bed, looking at you like a lost puppy.
'Hey Y/N...you know I am really sorry because of what happened...and I SURELY will NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS DO SHIT LIKE THIS AGAIN! Do you think you can forgive me...?', he asks, looking all shy suddenly.
'I'll think about it okay? It hurted a lot, but I am glad you told me the truth in the end...but I need some time to get over it...'
'Yeah, I completely understand that......hug?', he opens his arms wide and waits for you to hug him.
You go over to him, to hug him as he pulls you so close that you sit on his lap in the end.
At first you feel uncomfortable but he just continues holding you close, so you just let it happen.
Your heart starts to throb a little more than usual and you feel save in his arms.
But you don't get the chance to think about it because the door opens again and Seungmin comes in, really excited, because he has a brilliant idea, how to make you feel better...
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