LEARNING TO LOVE | BTS | JEON JUNGKOOK

1- THE FURTHEST HE'LL GO

Before the book starts, I wanna thank lostyetfinding for naming the book for me, I was completely stumped for what to name it

This is a spin-off of 'Secret Child of Min Yoongi' something's probably won't make sense if you don't read that one😂

I'm still going to be updating the other story, and there probably will be some small inconsistencies, I'll try to make everything make sense, but if you do see any, please ignore them

Jungkook's pov

19th December 2018

Me and Lauren had been dating since 6th October 2018

The furthest I'd let this relationship go is kissing, until now, we're having our first make out session

And before you ask, I'm not gonna let it go further

I don't feel comfortable enough for it to go further

Since I have no clue what to do, Lauren's leading this

One thing I have picked up on is her hands, they're roaming my body, but I kept my hands on her hips

Her tongue was battling my tongue

I quickly pulled away when I felt her hand grab my ass

"What's wrong?" She moved her hand, her lipstick had been smudged all around her mouth

"I just felt like we were gonna end up going further, I'm not ready for that"

"I know you're not ready, Jungkook, and I will wait for you to be ready, no matter how long it takes"

Instead of kissing me again like I thought she would, she sat back down next to me

Great, I ruined the mood

She sighed
"Jungkook, I need to tell you-"

She was cut off by Jin
"Children, your dinners ready!"

"I'm hungry. I'm hungry. I'm hungry" I got up and ran towards the kitchen

Lauren's pov

So I think I might be pregnant

And it's not Jungkook's, it's my exes

You see, back in August I broke up with my boyfriend and I haven't had a period since just before we broke up

Meaning I'm around 5 months pregnant

I don't know how to tell him

Or any one for that matter

Especially not when he keeps cutting me off when I try

20th December 2018

I didn't even have a chance to talk to him, he was busy practicing and starting to prepare for their next album

21st December 2018

Baby Demi was born and I couldn't take any attention off of her by saying I was pregnant

22nd December 2018

All the attention was still on Demi, it just wasn't the right time

23rd December 2018

I was going back to Daegu for Christmas and I nearly Jungkook just before I left, but I chickened out and ended up telling him I loved him

To which he said it back and then got all shy

2nd January 2018

I had just gotten back to Seoul and we were at Bts dorms

As soon as I arrived, Jungkook pulled me down into his lap and started kissing me and that turned into a make out session

I'm really surprised that he was doing that in front of his hyungs

The kids didn't last as long as I'd hoped we were stopped by Yoongi

Time skip

"So are you planning on having anymore kids?" Jin asked as he passed Demi back to y/n

"Uh... I don't know. Are we?" She turned to Yoongi

"Maybe" he responded tiredly

That made me think

I took a pregnancy test when I was back in Daegu

It was positive

I have it in my pocket, I was prepared to tell Jungkook

I stood up and grabbed y/n's wrist, dragging her into the kitchen

"Ow, careful Lauren, every thing still hurts down there!" She shouted

"Okay, why are you dragging me in here?" She asked

"Please, please don't freak out" I closed the door

"Well when you say that, I'm gonna freak out. What have you done?"

I pulled the pregnancy test out of my pocket and passed it to her
"I'm pregnant" I looked down

She looked at the positive test

You could tell she was confused, only yesterday I was telling her that me and Jungkook hadn't had sex and today I'm passing her a positive pregnancy test

"But you said-"

"It's not Jungkook's" I cut her off

"Have you cheated on him?" She looked angry

"No! No, I haven't"

"Then who's is it?"

"It's my exes, from before we broke up"

"You should be showing by now, you broke up months ago"

I put my hand on my belly realising that there was no bump, I guess before that always slipped my mind

Why wouldn't there be a bump?

"So why is the test positive?" I was so confused

"It could be an STD, a UTI, a faulty test, there's loads of reasons"

"Why haven't I had a period since before we broke up then?"

She sighed
"Lauren... I'm not saying for sure... but... um..."

"What?"

"It might mean you can't have kids"

My heart dropped I've always wanted a family and I think Jungkook does to

If I can't have kids, will he break up with me?