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4- DON'T FORGET...

The title of this chapter just reminded of Demi Lovato's song 'Don't forget'

Lauren's pov

7th January 2019

Argh! Why does my head hurt?

Oh yeah

That's why

I'm begging for anything other than my apartment or a hospital room to be in front of me when I open my eyes

Please

I slowly opened my eyes, my headache instantly getting worse as the bright lights on the roof shone in my eyes

It took a little bit for my eyes to fully adjust, but when they did, I could see I was in a hospital room

Great, one of the places I didn't want to be

The room was quiet, the only noises were my breathing and the quiet beeping sound coming from the machines next to me, but the near silence was soon filled with my mums voice

"Oh, Lauren you're awake!" I slowly moved my head to the right and I saw my mum looking at me with a relieved smile on her face, my dad was sat next to her with a look relief on his face to

"I'm sorry" was all I could mumble out

"No, no, Lauren, don't be sorry, you're okay and that's all that matters right now" my dad grabbed my hand that was down by my sides

Time skip (a few days, I'm sorry)

12th January 2019

Jungkook's pov

It's been 5 days and I am so glad that Lauren is still here

I still feel a little bit lethargic, but I'm fine

Everyone agrees that it would be better if Lauren went back to Daegu and stayed with her parents for a while

I'm gonna miss her but it's for the best

She's stood by her wardrobe packing her things up

She thought I was in her living room packing a few things from in there up, but I had snook back into her room

She was facing the opposite direction of the door and I was leaning again the door frame, watching her

Creepy, I know

I love her, I really do, I just can't believe we nearly lost her

I quietly walked over to her and hugged her from behind, kissing her cheek before trailing kisses down to her neck and then her shoulder

"Jungkook, you scared me" she laughed

I think her way of coping with/trying to forget things like what happened is by pretending it didn't happen

I know that's how I'd probably cope

"I'm really gonna miss you, baby" I said in between placing kisses on her shoulder

"'Baby'?" She questioned the nickname I gave her again

"Yes, I think we need to start using nicknames like that"

"Okay, baby~" she turned round and put her arms over my shoulder, I could feel her hands lightly scratching at my back

And to a 21 year old virgin like me, that of course did something to me and I immediately leaned down and started kissing her roughly

"Don't forget... I love you" I said in between rough kisses

"I love you too!" Lauren leaned back so she could see my face

"I've been thinking..."

"And...?"

"I think I'm ready... to... you know..."

"Have sex?"

"Y-yeah"

"Are you sure?"

"100%... it's not too soon after..."

"No, no, I want to, Jungkook"

"How about tonight? I can get y/n over here to help you finish packing up while I go back to the dorms and... prepare, I guess"

"Okay, sounds good"

I smiled at her

I'm ready, I know I'm ready, but I'm still nervous

Time skip

방탄방 (Bangtan room)

Me: Weird question, but does anyone have any condoms?

Tae (hyung): Why?

Me: Because I want to make balloon animals
Why do you think, hyung?

Jin hyung: Is our little maknae getting laid?

Namjoon hyung: I have some, if you promise to tell us the details after

Me: Why the hell do you want to know?

Namjoon hyung: Because...

Me: Can you just please give me a condom?

Namjoon hyung: If you promise to tell us the details

Me: Okay, I promise I will!

Namjoon hyung: Come to my room and I'll give you one then