LEARNING TO LOVE | BTS | JEON JUNGKOOK

6- I MISS YOU

14th January 2019

Jungkook's pov

It's been two days since Lauren went back to Daegu and I already miss her so much and I desperately need relationship advice and since Yoongi is the only other member of Bangtan in a relationship, I'll have to ask him

"Has anyone checked Yoongi for new cuts today?" Jimin asked

"No" everyone responded

"I'll do it, I need to speak to him anyway" I started heading over to Yoongi's bedroom

I knocked and waited for him to shout "come in" before I entered the room

He was stood up trying to rock his youngest daughter back to sleep, y/n was at her own apartment grabbing some more extra clothes for her and her kids

They had all be staying here at the dorms for a while now, and no one minded, plus it meant Yoongi could spend time with his fiancée and kids, but plan stuff for our comeback with us at the same time, so it was ideal for them to be staying here

I shut the door behind me
"I need to check you for cuts" I whispered because it looked like Demi was just drifting off to sleep

"Yeah, just a minute, Demi's nearly asleep again" he smiled down at his daughter

Once she was fully asleep he slowly lowered her into her crib

"Anyway" he took of his shirt so I could check

I was a lot younger when this was happening before and I didn't fully understand, but I do remember that we had to check, pretty much everywhere on him, his chest, his legs, his arms

He was wearing shorts so it was easy to check his legs and there was no cuts on them

I checked his torso, no cuts

I checked his arms and the only cuts that were there were the ones we found yesterday

"These are definitely gonna leave scars, hyung" I looked at him

"I know, I'm just stupid"

"You're not stupid"

"I am"

"You're not!"

He scoffed and sighed in response, the silence in the room lasted for a while before I began speaking

"I needed to speak to you"

"About what?" He sat down on his bed and I sat next to him

"Lauren... I miss her... how did you deal with not seeing y/n every day for all those years?"

"That was the start of our relationship, we barely got to see each other, so I guess, for us, we were used to it or it was just naturally a part of our relationship"

"I'm gonna say something and I need you to promise me not to say anything until I've done speaking"

"I promise"

"I wanna marry her"

His face dropped but I still carried on
"And I know it's way too soon, that's why I haven't asked her to marry me yet... I love her and I know I love her and I don't want to ruin something good by moving to fast... but... I don't know... I really wanna marry her"

"Jungkook, it really is too soon... I honestly don't know what advice to give to you"

Lauren's pov

I lay down on my bed while talking to y/n on the phone

She was at her own house back in Seoul, she said that she's staying at the dorms but she back at her house to grab some things, I needed to speak to her though

"How did you deal with not seeing Yoongi for so long? I can barely last 2 days"

"I don't know, I guess we were just used to it"

"I honestly think he's the one, y/n"

"What? Don't you think it's a bit too soon to think that?"

"Y/n, I have had A LOT of boyfriends, and... I don't know... I never loved any of them like I love Jungkook"

"It's been, like, 4 months?"

"You see these couples that get married within a month of meeting and they end up having happy relationships and they have kids and they live the rest of their life's together"

"But then you also see the ones that got a divorce within a year because they moved too fast"

"I just know he's the one"

"Well it's not my relationship so I don't really have a say, I just don't want to see either of you get hurt"

"The next time we see each other in person, I'm gonna ask him"

"Only if you're 100% sure he's the one"

"I'm 100% sure"