LEARNING TO LOVE | BTS | JEON JUNGKOOK

8- WHEN WE'RE APART

In the last chapter of 'Secret Child of Min Yoongi' Hoseok and Jimin are together, the members of bts and y/n decided to get really drunk and ended up playing spin the bottle: Truth or dare, spin the bottle and take a shot and spin the bottle and make out, Jungkook had to send a dick picture to Lauren and he had to kiss most of the others, including y/n, Namjoon and Jin kisses for way longer than they should have and when they all decided to go to bed, Namjoon snook Jin into his room

I do mention some things in this chapter that were in the 'BONUS' chapter of Yoongi's book

3rd April 2019

Jungkook's pov

Tonight has been... eventful

We all decided to get drunk, and then play a bunch of different spin the bottle games

So tonight I have had to make out with most of my hyungs and y/n

And I had to send a dick pic to Lauren

And she hasn't responded

It's understandable though, it was like 2am when I sent that she's probably asleep

But now it's 3:27 am

The others are either fucking or passed out drunk

And I'm still hard from the thought of Lauren messaging me back and then the two of us having phone sex or sexting, we've done both quite a bit since she's been in Daegu and it's really exciting for me

But, like I said, she didn't respond

I've tried everything to get rid of this boner

Jerking off, nope
Trying to think about something really unattractive, nope
Just trying to go to sleep, nope

It's so frustrating, I pulled my shorts down a bit once more, just enough to get my hard, red-tipped, pre cum leaking dick out

And then I remembered something

I scrambled off of my bed and pulled out a box from underneath it

My box of sex toys

I hadn't really used them since me and Lauren got together, I don't know why, I guess I haven't really wanted to

I grabbed the biggest dildo I had, pretty thick and around 9-10 inches along with a bottle of lube

I leaned up against the side of my bed and coated my fingers with lube before sticking two fingers in my ass

Usually I'd only start with one because if I started with anymore it'd just feel uncomfortable for longer, but this night, I was desperate and drunk

I thrusted my fingers in and out as best as I could at this angle and I added another

My back was arching and my hips were trying to get my fingers deeper each time I thrusted them in

My fingers weren't doing enough for me thought, I was still desperate for something more

I'd never used this dildo before and it was a lot bigger than my other ones, the others were probably only 5-6 inches and weren't very thick, but this one was 9-10 inches and VERY thick

I looked at it for a moment debating weather I should just use one of my other ones, at least just to prep me a bit more, but in my drunk, horny and desperate state I just began coat it in lube

I was on my knees, leaning against the side of my bed, hovering my hole just above the tip of the dildo

I reached back to hold it steady as I lowered myself on it

I'm not gonna lie, it was extremely uncomfortable

It was bigger than my own dick

It may not have been that much bigger than my dick, but it was still bigger than

Once it was all the way it I gave myself some time to adjust, I can remember the first time I used a dildo, it felt like this and all I needed was just a bit of time to adjust

I shuffled a bit so I could feel if it still felt uncomfortable or not, but in doing so the dildo hit a spot in me, a spot in me that I thought I'd never been able to find

I had kinda thought I'd found my prostate before, because I'd felt certain places where it felt a bit better than normal, but I was never sure if it was actually my prostate before because it didn't feel as good as people made it out to be, but this time, I was 100% sure this was it

It felt so fucking good

My eyes were filling with tears, I was shaking like crazy and I could feel my dick twitching

I looked down and I could see a string of precum connected from my dick all the way to the floor

I was such a mess

And I could feel myself getting closer and closer to the edge and I finally started moving my hips up and down on the dildo

I was moaning really loudly, but I didn't care

I moved up and down so fast and hard
"Ah~ Ah~ L-Lauren! Baby! Fuck meee~ faster AH~"

My obnoxiously loud moans were cut off by my phone, I hoped it was Lauren,  so I reached over to grab it, it was a text from Taehyung, but I didn't read it, too pissed off that it wasn't who I wanted

I opened the camera on my phone and lifted myself off of the dildo so I could  lean my phone up against the wall and send the video to Lauren

I whined at the dildo not being in me anymore, but I quickly set up my phone and made sure it was recording before I got back to my position and started riding the dildo again

This time I was going a lot faster, and I was trying to chase my high, moaning Lauren's name

I was so close and I knew it was gonna be a big release just from how much it was building up

I finally came and it went everywhere and there was a lot, I had tears rolling down my face from the pleasure I was shaking and I felt like I couldn't move because of the dildo still being buried inside of me and I was so sensitive

I honestly think that was the biggest release I'd ever had

The next morning
Lauren's pov

So this morning I woke up to a dick pic from Jungkook and a video of him fucking himself with a dildo and it was one of the hottest things I've ever seen

If that's really what he does when we're apart, I think we may have just found our first kink that we wanna try out in bed