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Chapter 6?

Yes the cliffhanger was cut short! Ok I won't wait!

Lotus's pov

"Ray!" I just can't believe he's here! "What are you doing here?" I said quickly.
Ray then replied with, "No hi or wow you're back?" I just laughed it off. Oh god. Rurik walked into the room, with a smirk, and not a happy or flirty one. "Who's this" I wanted to say something, but I couldn't. Luckily Ray said something instead, "My bad that I didn't see my best friend in years Mr. Abusive-piece of fungus." Then they just began to swear, yell, and just argue!"It's true! I bet you don't even love him in any possible way!""You better shut up you little shit for your sake!" (Etc...)I really wanted to stop them, but I just couldn't. It went to arguing to fighting in violence! I was finally able to do something, I separated them and tried to calm down Rurik. Ray just turned his head while Rurik scoffed at the both of us. He also walked back into the dining room, threw his plate at the wall and said, "It tasted like shit anyway." Ray mumbled,"It was just waffles, man." then went upstairs. I felt warm wet tears fall down my face, not because I was weak and sad, because I knew he was right. I know it probably was terrible due to me making it. I'm worthless. Taking a step backwards in emotions I dropped to the floor on my knees and just cried.

Rays pov (he was the mystery guy btw, if u didn't know)

Lotus just looked so depressed when that shit head walked up the stairs. I knelt down and hugged him. "Every thing's ok. Alright?" I assured him. He nodded in my chest. (Ultimate cringe. Yep older me...indeed.)
We just sat there for a while. My shirt then began to get soaked in his tears. I let go and grabbed his hand. He was quite shocked by this, but then calmed down a bit. I got up with him. Lotus just looks so cute like this. I said something along the lines of look at that, distracting Lotus for a second before kissing him deeply. (Mega cringe, gotta have cringe protector.)
He didn't do it back but backed up and slapped me. I smirked, not knowing asshat watched the entire thing. I felt my body hit the ground. Lotus gasped. Fuck face started beating my face to a pulp not letting me hit back. It was then that everything went num. Memories of the past flashed back and forth. The light turning dark.

Lotus's pov again

I can't believe it. Rays

dead.

No no no no no, this can't be happening. No! I ran towards the now passed out dusting Cray. "R-r-ray no, you can't d-die on me! Y-you c-can't. Come on li-live damnit. Rurik you asshole! Do you k-know what you've d-done!" I yelled as I didn't want cray to die and being over the line angry at Rurik. Ray was now fully dust. I got up and slapped Rurik, I don't care if I get a punishment for that. He deserved it!

A switch flipped.

I ran up stairs, Rurik running after me, I grabbed rope and jumped out the window.

Time skip after Lotus went into the New Snowdin woods/forest.

I ran farther into the woods. Tears running backwards. I stopped when I knew I was lost any sign of contact from anyone.
I tied the rope into a noose and hung it on a tree. There was a stump near the tree so I stepped on that and held my head in the noose. Ok let's think.

You're a mistake.

Lotus get out of this room, your father and I have...things to do.

Memories of abuse from father and dad to me and my brother flooded in.

Sorry I couldn't be here any longer, bro

Hey sorry I'm moving away, don't forget me.

You're beautiful
I love you so much
I'm so lucky
Hey! Don't touch him!
Back off!
You okay?

You're horrible
I hate you
It's unfortunate just being with you
Get away from me
Get out of my life, Lotus

I jumped off the stump. It was like my body was on fire. Everywhere burned like I was in hell. I mean Underfell is basically hell, but you know what I mean. Imaginary fire swelled and hopped along the bones. I didn't care how my death would effect anyone anymore. My body stopped twitching and stayed stiff from what felt like hours of torture. I didn't see memories, but no one came back to help me. I'm kind of happy.

I'm finally getting a new start. A new life. It's so bright now. I'll make it better. I won't be stupid. I smiled like I never did in so long. I laughed as the last piece of air left.

But.... No ones coming.
Don't come
No one came.

Hi, don't worry Lotus isn't actually dying. Hey but did you see the twist coming? Anyway if you're suicidal please get some help. Talk to someone you're comfortable with. Therapists won't work unless you're comfortable with them or you want to talk to them. If you're forced to talk, depression or anxiety could worsen. So please don't go to suicide for a way out. I love all of you so please don't forget that people care about you, and will try anything to help. 926(948 now) words.
So bye my meeps, peeps, then my special bleeps. Anyway how did you think of this chapter? Tell me or. Wutever