Laura and Luke[in editing]

Heavy and ready

Another month down, 9 months pregnant. I'd made it and my babies were so far 2 days late so I was in hospital and waiting until the doctors were ready for the cesarian

"I need to pee" I said to Ryan

"You've needed to pee for the last month" Ryan responded

"Do you feel like you are ready to be a mother?" he asked

"Sort of, I'm indecisive. I know I'll be ready when they are born, but I'm uncertain of myself" I replied

"Well you are going to be great Laura. The twins are going to have the greatest mother, unlike mine" Ryan said as he held my hand with a small smile

"Would this be one of those times?" I asked as Ryan knew what I'd meant

"It could be" he replied as Ryan leaned in and our lips were together, at one.

My feelings for Ryan had developed massively, even though I just thought about Luke. Maybe this all had to do with being pregnant and not having my head straight or in the right frame of mind.

As we pulled away slowly, I looked at Ryan's chocolate brown eyes and immediately thought of Luke.

"Ryan" I said quietly

"Laura" he replied

"Why do you like me, especially when I'm pregnant?" I asked

"Because you are always there for me Laura, you are amazing and your eyes sparkle whenever you laugh" Ryan responded as Dr Simmons, the guy who was going to deliver my babies

"Laura" Simmons said to attract my attention as I looked over at him

"Our other doctors and myself have coordinated and decided that your babies are going to be delivered tomorrow" Dr Simmons said, geez did shit start getting real!

"Do you know what time?" I enquired

"Around noon, just remember not to worry" Simmons responded as he walked off

"Shit, fuck, shit dick" I muttered under my breath

"Laura, you are going to be fine. Babies are born everyday, new mothers are named everyday and you will be no different except for the fact that you are going to be the best mother to exist" Ryan said, honestly how did I deserve someone like Ryan?

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It was around noon, and I'd just been given out the knockout medication so the babies could be born. I felt calm but anxious, nothing was ever going to be the same again. Nothing was going to be the same after I got pregnant, but I hadn't thought about it ever throughout the pregnancy because I had been running away or attempting to sort everything out.

"Laura, I'm going to be here when the twins are here" Ryan said as he held my hand and I slowly faded out of consciousness. It was time to be pronounced a mother, and boy oh boy did I wish Luke was here right now.

The twins were going to be in my life and as humans not just objects that made me heavier and even more than just ready for them to be born.

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A/N

Hello, sorry for a shitty, short chapter I meant to upload yesterday but it was my pathetic birthday. Hope all is well :), remember to vote and comment or I won't upload

The babies are due next chapter, what will their names be? what will their genders be?

Choose two names any gender, comment and I may choose them :)

xx

-em