Ben drowned x Jeff the killer

This is what dreams are made of

Since I first met him my heart that I thought was ice cold had begun to melt.

(The other chapters are better)
P.O.V (Ben)
I know being in love with a serial killer is not the smartest idea, but you can't help the things you long for. And I long for a man named Jeff, Jeff the killer to be exact.
       I don't when exactly I fell in love with him but I just can't seem to get him out of my mind no matter how hard I try because he's straight. At least I think he is.... but  I'm also considered weak because I'm an omega and he is an alpha. I'm worried that Jeff can sense my anxiety in my scent and become aware of my attraction to him.
     Being a feminine looking omega makes finding potential mates very hard as most people assume am a woman, hell slendy even thought I was a girl when we first met. So being a gay fem looking omega who am I kidding Jeff would never be interested in me even if I was as good a killer as him I'd barley stand a chance at his attention let alone his love........
* time skip brought to you by author~Chan*
(Texting slender)
Ben: hey slendy how is everything
McSlendy🐙: everything is fine jack is wondering when your going to be back
Ben: I don't know I just need to finish my game and my heat is coming up so I'm not sure
McSlendy🐙: ok are you sure you want to keep your omega status a secret to the others I'm sure they'd completely understand and be supporting of you
Ben: .... I'm sure I don't want to be seen as weaker then i am and you never know how they'd react to me not being a beta like I've always claimed to be
McSlendy🐙: okay, are you still on suppressants and scent blockers, do you need me to get you more for when you come back
Ben: yes I'm still on them and no you don't have to I'm set for the next few months