Unforgiving Life ☑️//P.JM//Completed

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Y/N's POV

After I had finished with my sudden 'Urges' I had cleaned up the bathroom including the sink the bath and the floor then I wrapped my arms and the tops of my thighs in bandages so that they would heal quicker and not get infected 

I didn't know what I was going to do for the rest of the day, I don't want to go outside but I don't want to be stuck inside alone with my thoughts and nightmares, what could I do anyways I needed to rest my body before I went walking around acting like nothing is wrong when my arms and thighs feel like they are on fire

I alter decided that I would go out in a bit once my wounds had at least dried up a little and then I would probably go shopping or something and maybe visit the parks but for now I was going to stay inside watch a couple films hopefully fall back to sleep and have another amazing dream......or maybe not as it turns out

Dream 

"You.....you did this to us you are the ones that killed us, YOU MONSTER I HATE YOU AND SO DOES EVERYONE IN THIS GOD FORSAKEN WORLD YOU PIECE OF SHIT DAUGHTER"  My mother  started screaming at me "IT IS YOUR FAULT EVERYONE DIED IN THAT CAR CRASH WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER YOU HAD ONE JOB AND THAT WAS TO WATCH THE HOUSE BUT WHAT DID YOUR BITCH ASS DO SHE WENT AND LET SOMEONE GET IN AND VIALATE HER BECASUE SHE IS PATHETIC AREN'T YOU, AREN'T YOU Y/N" My mother kept creaming at me "It wasn't like that I promise"

I tried to persuade my mother that is wasn't my fault  "Mum I promise I didn't mean to let you down I didn't mean for you guys to get hurt" I start crying, all my emotions coming out through the tears and my words

"You killed me, you killed your father and you killed your younger brother, you are a murderer and not only that you murdered us on purpose didn't you is it because we didn't take you take get Ice-Cream too well that is because WE HATED YOU WHEN WE WERE ALIVE AND NOW WE ARE DEAD" My mother keeps spitting mean things into my face but then it turns really bad

"Sis-sister why, why did you kill us?" My baby brother asks in a week voice "We didn't do anything wrong but you had to go and ruin our lives and now look we are all unhappy, it should have been you that died not us, it should have been you not us NOT US"  My little brother starts shouting s he walks closer towards me with my mother right by his side so I start walking back whilst vigorously shaking my head and wiping the tears from my eyes but then I stopped because I bumped into something

"Papa no" I said in the smallest and weakest voice I could not wanting to be yelled at by him too

"Are you okay my dear?" He asked me gently whilst caressing my cheek with a soft smile resting on his lips, "Yes papa I am doing just fine" I said smiling up at him hoping he would return the gesture with an evn bigger smile but that is not what happened, his whole face changed and turned really sinister

"If you are fine why are you crying? Because you are Weak, Pathetic, Dumb, Slutty, insult after insult came and every time he finished with one insult they would all do this dark laugh with massive smiles on their faces (Truth or Dare the movie?) 

"Stop, stop, stop, stop, stop" I kept chanting to try and make them disappear "It is a dream, it is fake, it is a dream, it is fake" I kept repeating to make myself believe so I could wake up again but it didn't work they just got closer and closer then suddenly papa spoke....

"Did he hurt you my dear daughter?"-"Did the man that rape you hurt you?" He finishes his sentence getting really close now "Yeah he really did papa" I cry wanting to hug someone oh so badly what id should have expected but didn't was his reply "Good" he spoke calmly "We hope he hurt you as much as you hurt us" Mama was next to speak then my little bro 'please don't say anything else' "We hope e hurt you to make you feel the pain of how much of a problem you were to our family, we had to put up with you for ages, then you go get us all killed YOU MURDERER" and that is when I bolt up right......

Awake

You only awoke because as they were speaking their faces starting to morph and then they tried to attack, they all jumped into action and pounced on you and thankfully that is when you had awoken.

'I will never get those faces out of my mind for as long as I live' My mind was talking to me, it happens a lot when you have nobody to speak to or to care about so you start speaking to yourself

Those faces they weren't the faces of your family members 'You don't have family members, you killed them all remember' your body spoke to you again. Their faces had been ripped apart bits of them hanging by a thread of flesh from the face whilst blood was dripping from the wound and they had maggots and other disgusting bugs coming out of holes in their faces, they all started crawling towards you, you are never going to forget wat they all looked like but you will also never forget the terrible thing that caused all of these problems.

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