Unforgiving Life ☑️//P.JM//Completed

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Y/N's POV

After that scary nightmare yesterday I haven't been able to rest properly and I keep seeing my dead family members around my house, I don't know how to get rid of them and I don't know how to react and I defiantly can't tell anyone because then I will become the 'Freaky' Lonely Girl and I already have to many names 

Today I was going to go to the café and help out but I would prefer to stay in at the moment I am not in the right mindset and if I went outside I wouldn't know what to do

I had a meeting with my doctor today but that wasn't until later so I had some time to kill

The best way to kill time is by eating a bunch of food or watching something or listening to something, I have this OCD thing about cleaning when I feel stressed, anxious, under pressure, angry, sad any emotion really I clean so my house is usually spotless but I always find things wrong with it so I can fix it and that si what I am doing right now

I put on some music, The Last by Agust D I freaking love him and his music he is so talented and he really gets a message across, anyways I was listening to The Last whilst cleaning the house and then it would finish and another song would come on and this happened many times and before I noticed it I was actually listening to something of his I had never heard before and listening to the lyrics for a quick second I could tell it was a serious song with a strong meaning behind it so I stopped cleaning I listened very carefully

"Caught in a Lieeeeeee" (I know it is Jimin just imagine Yoongi sings it), I was getting really into the song I didn't notice the time, I only had ten minutes to get to the hospital in time and usually I wouldn't be as worried but well we all know I have a couple 'leg issues' at the moment so they will interfere

Before I left I didn't forget to add that song to my playlist I got my keys locked the door and started heading straight for the hospital 

~~Mini Time skip brought to you by Jimin's Mini Hands~~

I finally reach the damn hospital but only a couple minutes late but my legs are in absolute agony 'This will teach you, you dumb bitch' I was running a couple minutes late but it is fine hospitals are always running behind schedule but were they today nope the one time I am ate and they are a head of schedule

I was running to meet my doctor knowing she is waiting for me and I stopped and stood just staring at something thinking they looked familiar, but there is no way they would be here this person is always out having fun, but I was still curious because if it wasn't him then this person must be his twin brother or something because they look the same 'Naaah it ain't him he wouldn't be in this part of the hospital' I thought whilst making myself run again

Finally making it to my doctors office I walk in and sit down because she had the door open waiting for me to just turn up

"Hello, how have you been my dear?" 

'Fucking awful' "Wonderful"

"I am glad to hear it now let's start"

'Please look into my eyes they aren't happy look, LOOK' "Of course sounds like a plan"

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