The life of a reincarnated ancient SOUL

I accidentally killed Cain when I was Lamech

The picture i used is kind of off. This is how the original bloodlines were.
Adam-Eve
Abel, Seth
Jared
Enoch
Methuselah
Me(Lamech)
Noah

Cain didn't come from Adam, he came from Samuel the fallen angel;
Samuel-Eve
Cain
Enosh
Mahalaleel
Irad
Nimrod

As you can see, the bloodline of Cain wasnt from Adam, he came through Sammael the fallen angel from the first heaven. He shape-shifted into a serpent while in the Garden of Eden and mated with Eve. She became pregnant after they had Abel. Therefore, Cain's bloodline was mixed with fallen angel DNA, in which is why the sons of Cain were cursed. Also meaning that Cain wasn't 100% human. His father was not human. After Cain killed Abel, Adam and Eve had Seth. Seth is our forefather. The seeds of Cain was destroyed off of earth after the flood, But I happen to have Noah through me. I am a descendant of Seth. Jared was my great great grandfather, Enoch was my grandfather, Methuselah was my father. Seth was chosen by God to be pure and to repopulate the Earth through his bloodline in which thus Noah was born. Noah(for a future chapter) was full of light. He was not like us. He resembled the sons of heaven, or the Angels, and I believe thats what blinded me. After I was blind, i lived until 777. During my life being blind, I accidentally killed Cain because one of my prodigies, Tubal Cain, was spooked when he heard someone in the distance, So did I. He guided me there and I shot with my Bow and Arrow whatever we heard was moving, thinking it was an intruder or a thief. It turned out to be Cain. I was very disturbed.... I end up killing Tubal Cain for this huge mistake. After both killings, My wives Adah and Zillah didn't want to mate with me because of my sin. We went to ADAM, the great forefather and pleaded my case. He said since I was unaware of who it was and I am blind, my sin will be forgiven and my wives can mate with me. Once we mated, I had 3 sons and a daughter. Jubal, Jabal, Noah, and Namaah. Noah came last because he would survive the flood of God.

Me accidentally murdering Cain gave me his curse, but since it was an accident, I didnt get the curse, but the curse would be on the person who would murder me. I ended up living all of my days, dying at age 777. So technically from my current knowledge, no one killed me. So the curse is unknown right now as we speak. I feel as though I still have this curse, but i was killed in my most recent life back in the late 1980s. So whomever killed me then has an ancient curse that is 70 times worse than what the killer of Cain would've received. Yes, I did my research because I couldn't understand my dreams in this life right now. I didn't remember I was killed in my most recent life because I guess they really messed me up. Shot me dead in a car, head shot, leg shot and all. I had complications with my stomach, legs, and head in this life, proving I was killed in my most recent past life. Therefore, after remembering the last thing I saw before I was shot up, I realized that I lived before and was brutally murdered. I seen this vision ever since I was 3 years old. It disturbed me at that age to see myself getting shot, but that how i was able to access the HEAVENLY RECORDS by the holy angels of God and figuring out who I was in all of my past lives. After seeking and seeking, I have found comfort in the word and truth of God for allowing me to peak inside the past and see my lives. It is a beautiful thing but also exposes the false death illusion. Death is not what they make it. It depends on your light inside of you. There is a verse that supports this;

The heavenly watchers Michael and Uriel knew who I was and felt pity for me getting killed in my past life. Therefore, they were the ones who have guided me and were my messengers after death, giving me another chance at life.... The love of God penetrates through all time and events... His love is immeasurable..