Andrew
I finally pulled up at Shane's house. God, that journey was bad. Too much traffic. It took forever. Or maybe I was just impatient to get there. Probably that.
I walk up the drive slowly and hear people screaming inside. Rolling my eyes but laughing I couldn't help think, that's them having some weird freak out session again. Honestly, I'm kind of excited to join in with it. I could do with freaking out for a bit. Just mucking around with Garrett. And everyone else of course. This video is going to be fun.
I knock hesitantly on the door. Shane flung it open and hurriedly pulled me inside. Geez, he was acting weird. Garret enters the room looking even guiltier but I'm still glad to see him. He greets me with a big smile and I swear for a moment my heart does a flutter. Get it together Andrew. I grit my teeth but somehow manage to smile at him. He returns it with his goofy laugh. That beautiful laugh.
"Hey." says someone behind me.
I turn around to see Matt. I'm shocked for a split second. I mean he could have told me he was filming tonight. But then again, I should have probably guessed. Garrett would only ever get him to come.
Garrett throws himself onto the couch and I follow suit seconds later. I can hear Shane worrying about the camera but I try to block him out to focus on Garrett.
"I got new pants today," Garrett informs me.
I want to tell him I already noticed. That I love how they suit him. That they make his ass look amazing. I can't say that though. Instead, I come up with some lame comment about how he looks great. I'm not lying to be fair. Everything seems to suit him. It's so unfair.
Shane calls Ryland down and I feel super nervous. I don't want to be on camera. I've changed my mind. What if I say something stupid or stutter? Pull yourself together and do it for Garrett.
I look up expecting to see Ryland come down the stairs but instead see a dress and high heels. Ummm. Okkkk. It's probably just a video Ryland's filming for at the moment. Or maybe he was just feeling like high heels and a dress tonight. I don't judge. Ryland actually always suits random clothing.
The thing that's bugging me though is the long hair I can see flashes of. It looks strangely familiar. No. Please no. Please tell me that's not who I think it is. Suddenly Shane's weirdness makes sense. We were never going to film a Q&A. How did I not see this coming? How could I be so stupid?
She finally reaches the bottom of the stairs. Damn, she looks gorgeous.
"Hi." She says cheerfully. Way too cheerfully.
Megan
Wow, he's actually kind of cute. I didn't know what to expect but wow. He looks better than his picture. Well, all of the many pictures Shane sent. These stairs are taking forever to get down. As I reach the bottom I can see him up close. He's even cuter up close.
Andrew
"Woaah." "Whoaah." "Whoah."
I stand up. What the hell am I doing? Go over and greet her. Or at least say something that sounds like a word.
I can feel myself turning bright red. I already hate this. How could Garrett do this to me? I can hear him and Shane laughing. Seriously guys?
I move further and further away from her. Ok Andrew, get a grip now. Go give her a hug or something. Just do something that makes you look like a normal person.
"What's going on." I manage to say.
I mean I guess that's a start. I formed a sentence which is a bonus.
Shane starts joking around me but honestly, I can't think straight. Just what? I can't get my head around this.
Garrett
I bite my lip hesitantly. Blood pools in my mouth. I don't seem to notice though. I'm focused on one thing. I can see he likes her. Like really likes her. I wish he felt that way about me. But he doesn't. As the date slowly moves on while we sit on the couch, I start to accept it a little I guess. They have chemistry. Undeniable chemistry. We- me and Andrew, we don't. This is so much more comfortable than my date.
I take Andrew upstairs to help him get changed.
"How are you feeling about this man?" I ask nervously.
"I-i feel good about it I guess." He replies, shattering my heart into little annoying pieces.
"Cool." I try my best to smile.
"You have Megan Batoon waiting for you downstairs," I say, and at that he grins.
We move onto eating. I say we, I really mean Andrew and Megan. This is reminding me of how hungry I am. I'm definitely getting chipotle on the way back. Or forcing Matt to get some.
They begin to talk about what they have in common and I can see they have a lot. Like a lot of random stuff.
Me and Shane leave them to answer the question we made up what seems hours ago. In reality, it was less than an hour ago. They both look like they're genuinely having fun.
As they continue to play I start to tune out. Boy has it been one hell of a long day. Matt looks up for a minute and gives me a quick smile. I try my best to return it but he knows I don't mean it. I'm glad he still cares about me. As they continue to talk I pull out my phone quickly. Slyly.
Me: hey cam. Drinks Monday?...
(A/N This is a part one of two just because I thought I was too long on its own. I'm writing this at like half midnight so if it makes no sense then you know why)
Qotc: what's the biggest surprise you've ever received?
My answer: it's probably not the biggest but one of the best was when my brother came home and surprised me for my birthday.
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Why would he love me?
FanfictionGarrett's always know he was in love with Andrew. But that's never really mattered because he's gay and Andrew's straight. But what about when Andrew starts to catch feelings back? Tw: Self-harm, Domestic abuse, Depression Started: 16/3/17 Completed...