JEALOUS •not finished•

but wining you.

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It was a bright new day. Well, at least it was bright for the ones who were feeling particularly happy, like Jungkook and Hoseok.

For Yoongi it wasn't the same thing, it seemed like the weather was moody and ugly, in his eyes at least. He didn't want to get up from his bed because he felt like his whole body was heavy and hurting, maybe it was because of the whole practice and producing that he had made this past week.

Yoongi is always the one who overworks himself more than the rest of the group, but they try to think that he is strong and can deal with this, even tho they know that it's hard for him too, of course.

He just sighed and rolled to the other side, closing his eyes right after. Maybe some sleep could help, plus, he is a really sleepy person, so it's normal.

It was all peaceful until someone opened the door, making him sight once again. Whoever it was, was going to be killed.

"The fuck do you want?" he questioned, looking at the person then. It was Taehyung.

"Good morning to you too!" he smiled, ignoring the other's antics. "Did you sleep well?"

"Do i seem like i slept well?"

"I mean, maybe just a tiny bit. Am i right?" he smiled for the second time, sitting beside him.

Okay, he was acting strange. What was going on?

"What do you want? If it's money then i can't help you. You still own me twenty euros, in the end."

"I don't want money, i just want to know why you are this upset... What is happening?"

Taehyung was just ignoring his own pain and wants to help with Yoongi's pain, what's wrong with that?

"You're acting strange Tae."

"You're acting strange too, more than me!"

"I know something happened, tell me what's wrong." the older said, trying to prevent himself from screaming at him. In the end, Taehyung was really sensitive if others scream at him, and Yoongi wants to protect him the best he can.

"No."

"C'mon Taehyung, i know you want to talk about it."

"You should talk about what's happening with you too."

"That's not going to happen."

"Yes it is!"

"Don't be childish, just open up about it, you know it will make you feel better."

"Hey! Then... Then you should talk about it as well, you're being mean to me now!" he said, folding his arms and pouting.

"And you're being stubborn."

Yoongi was amused now, Taehyung sometimes was just like this. It was cute when he acted this way, it makes him forget about all of his problems and worries for a while. His cuteness was powerful in this kind of situations, for his luck.

"Okay, i will talk about it. Only if you talk to me about what's bothering you." Yoongi proposed, waiting for an answer.

Taehyung spent a while thinking about the offer, but it wasn't like it was the biggest secret ever... so he gave in.

"Okay, like, i like Jungkook and wanted to be his main caregiver, but he and Hoseok like each other and i'm really really really sad, but—"

Taehyung was interrupted by the other, who was now hugging him, and tight. He didn't understand the sudden action, but it also made him want to cry. So that's what he did.

"It's okay, Tae." he started, rubbing the other's back softly. "I understand you."

"Y-You do?" he gasped slightly, his tears not letting him stare at the blank wall in front of him clearly.

"Yeah, i'm feeling like pure shit right now because i like Hoseok." he confessed, hugging Taehyung tighter. "But maybe it wasn't meant to be."

"Wasn't... meant to be?" he said it out loud, trying to assimilate those words.

"Yeah, it's okay if you feel like shit too, you deserve to have sad feelings just like i do. Just remember that you will find someone for you, someone who will love you as well."

"I've been liking Jungkook for a while hyung..." he murmured, going into full sobbing mode.

"It's okay Tae, let it all out." he sighed.

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After breakfast everyone went to do his own things doing with work, except from Yoongi and Taehyung. They decided to have some rest for today, in the end they deserved it.

"I'm going to my bedroom." the younger said, waving softly at Yoongi and heading towards his room.

Yoongi didn't knew what to do to help Taehyung, he wasn't that good at taking care of people when they were sad.

Not that he has a cold heart, because that's not true. The reason why was that it made him sad as well seeing one of his friends suffering like that. Taehyung was always happy and bubbly, so it made Yoongi's heart ache even more whenever the younger was feeling like that.

What he said about liking Hoseok earlier... it wasn't true. But seeing Taehyung so sad about the fact that he liked Jungkook and wanted to be his caregiver, he wanted to support him that time even if that hurt him. He couldn't tell that... that he didn't like Hoseok, he liked Taehyung.

"Aish..." Yoongi hid his face with his hands, embarassed with the fact that he was thinking about Taehyung the way he was when the younger wasn't happy at the moment. He should try and do something for him, right?

He went to his bedroom, closing the door behind him. He would talk with Taehyung again later, now he would have a nap or something like that. 

Yoongi went to his wardrobe and took some more comfortable clothes to dress himself, in the end he still had the clothes he used the day prior. Yeah, he didn't have that much energy that time to change himself to sleep, you can blame him.

When he was about to close the wardrobe door, he noticed an object peeking from inside of it. He still stared at it for a minute or two, thoughts swimming through his brain.

"No, i can't." he started to say. "That would be crazy, really crazy."

But his mind was screaming at him to do something about it, for a while. For days, okay, maybe for months now. Yoongi couldn't help but let himself go with it and grabbed that object that was haunting him since he could remember of.

"Why do i still have a pacifier with me after all this time? It's not like i can just-"

In that same moment the door of his bedroom is opened and reveals Taehyung, who gasped when he noticed Yoongi holding a pacifier.

"Hyung?"

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hewo! so dish ish the new chappie! yoonie has a paci an' wikes taetae *giggles* me said wouwd be bigga dan nowmal, but nuh couwd contain mysewf :< 

do chu has any questions?

Next chappie gonna be fun hehe <3