I decide to go for a walk. I walk for about 30 minutes, before finding myself at a park. I go and sit on a swing set. I look down and see my frail dry hands. I tug my sleeves down into my palms. I didn't realize it, but I was crying.
"Are you ok?" I hear a voice say faintly.
"I'm fine" I say as I look up and realize that it was Darius who said that.
"D... Darius what are you doing here" I stutter out.
"I always come here. It helps me get away."
"Away from what?"
"Anything. Just to breathe for own air."
"Oh" I say as I look down and stare at my feet.
"Why are you here?" He asks me. And me being me, I blurt out...
"I cant go back!"
"What do you mean?"
"Nothing... I should go." I get up and walk past him, but I feel him grab my wrist. I wince in pain, but Darius didn't notice.
"Talk to me" he says. I kinda laugh to myself, he will never get it.
"What's funny?"
"Nothing... Just you will never get it. Sometimes i don't even know what the hell is wrong with me... Only part."
"I can try."
"Ok... First my mother is a alcohol and drug addict. She beats me every day and yells. I feel depressed all the time and sometimes even numb. When you cant feel anything at all... Its the worst fuckin thing ever." I couldnt believe I just poured my heart and soul out to a stranger who I barely knew.
"Damn... Well isn't feeling numb sometimes a good thing?"
He then pulls me into his chest. For some reason I felt safer. Warmer. And these weird tingles in my chest. Am I falking for him? No I cant. I cant fall for him. But what if I want to?
I hold him closer and let the tears fall until once again... I'm numb.
"I don't wanna cry anymore" I say.
"Then dont" he lifts my face and wipes the tears away. I give him a faint smile.
"Wanna stay at my place tonight?"
"Its ok... Ill be fine"
"You sure?"
"No" I let one more tear drop as he cups my face.
"In so tired of saying I'm fine, when I'm not."
"Then dont say your fine. I will never judge you."
"O..k"
"Hey... Look at me." He turns my body so I'm facing towards him.
"I promise..."
I hug him once more and start walking home. His words replay in my head like a broken tape. I tried to wrap my head around what just happened. I told him everything... Except my cutting. He can never know. I'm finally feeling something when I'm with him... Or could he?
Authors note- Hey guys, sorry for not updating for a while I will try to update more frequently. I love you guys❤~ Kody.
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Bird Set Free (Dobre Brothers Fanfic)
Fanfiction"I'm done" she thinks to herself, taking one step closer to the ledge. The wind blowing through her toes. "There she is!" He yells. I lean forward, but before I could he grabs my waist and pulls me into his warm embrace.
