Why Me?

Chapter 33

Mary's POV

-2 months later-(2016)

Dear diary,
its been two months since what  happened..
Im doing alright but every night,
all I think about is her.
i miss her.
i miss her hugs i miss her smile
i miss her everything.. i miss us.

but i have to stop being so selfish, i cant be with her when their is someone trying to ruin her im not that insensitive

if i have to go just to make her happy im willing to do it.. if i have to sacrifice everything just to see her smile then i will

about avi and andrie, when i first arrived i stayed at their huge ass house for a few weeks till i found a good work and a sustainable apartment to live in

im moving in tomorrow, i heard i have a roomate soo hope this person is alright. i cant believe im trying to move on soo quickly.. i owe something really big to avi and andrie, they might be a pain in the butt and their cheesy and cringe worthy moments they still made me feel at home. they made me feel safe and ok even if i did that to gaelle they are the best:)

they understood me as if they are my parents to be honest hehehe
but thats all for now.. goodnight.

                            love,
                                     mary.

-third persons POV-

-Next Day-
its the day mary is going to move in to her new apartment. ofcourse with the help of avi and andrie cause even if mary is tall she is hella clumsy
when they got into the house mary was introduced to her roomate joy
it turns out they are both working at the same cafe so this made it a tad bit easier for mary.

once everything was put to place, mary said her goodbyes to avi and andrie. mary was a very emotional person so she almost cried but she just laughed it off trying not to bring the happy atmosphere down. mary didnt like seeing people cry either knowing that they would cry too if she starts crying.

avi and andrie left the place and went straight home after such a long day helping mary out once they went home, nag jakol sila hehehehe charottt (they had sex heheheehe joke)

a/n: i mean if u want u can imagine it 😏 up to your imagination~

meanwhile in korea..
gaelles pov

its been two months since she left me.. did i do something wrong? was i not good enough? so many thoughts are running through my head but thanks to katie she is helping me out.

i met her a longgg time ago even before i met mary. katie is just a close friend that i can trust. and coincidentally she knows mary.. apparently they were classmates

while i was just starring into thin air katie suddenly touched my hand which made me flinch

Katie: dont worry its just me

Gaelle: haha thank god

Katie: you seem.. off, are you perhaps thinking about her again?

Gaelle: ... maybe

Katie: gaelle im being serious you have to move on from her she was just using you! wasnt it obvious? she only used you for money gaelle.. she never loved you

Gaelle: what? what do you mean?

Katie: what im trying to say is, she is up to no good. and you may not know this but every-night after her dance class she is always hanging out with a boy.. thats why she broke up with you

Gaelle: so all of this was just a joke to her?! is this another reason why she is ignoring me..

Katie: thats why, let me be the one

Gaelle: huh?
katie: let me be the one to be with you. i can give you so much more i can give you the attention that you want and i will never ever cheat on you gaelle. i can love you more than her i can give you everything just to be with you. so please give me a chance

i was suprised about what katie just said but i thought about it. katie was there for me when mary left me and she cared for me too. if all of this was just a joke to mary than whats the point? why did she say na she loves me when by the end of the fucking day, she is also saying it to someone else? am i a fucking toy to her?

out of anger ang sadness i kissed katie aggressively, she was taken aback but then kissed me back
i dont know what came over me but now it all makes sense now. mary never loved me.

To Be Continued