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gayhyung ❤️
TAEHYUNG
your tweets look like hopeful progress
TAEHYUNG
did she end up having a solution for you?
JIMIN
yeah
JIMIN
she did, a few actually
JIMIN
ive been debating with myself over which ones I wanna actually do..
JIMIN
I haven't decided yet
JIMIN
told kook that id tell him once I know
TAEHYUNG
more than one? nice
TAEHYUNG
better than I thought, tbh
TAEHYUNG
it's okay if you don't know right now though, don't stress about it
TAEHYUNG
especially since you're just now accepting that something needs to change again
TAEHYUNG
that's totally normal, it's still your body regardless of what you think of it
TAEHYUNG
you have every right to be concerned for it
JIMIN
yeah..
TAEHYUNG
what'd she say?
JIMIN
well
JIMIN
she said bc I had problems with hormones before, I could consider the options that didn't involve them
TAEHYUNG
of course, might be safe
JIMIN
she said my body was clear of them, it's been so long that it wasn't really searching for a supplement anymore
JIMIN
that would give me the opportunity to start working out if I wanted, training my body to fall back to its original shape
TAEHYUNG
oh, yeah
TAEHYUNG
didn't think of that
TAEHYUNG
that'd be an easy way to do that if you wanted
JIMIN
yeah.. that's why im still considering
JIMIN
she said the option wouldn't allow for it to look like exactly it did before, it'd just look less feminine..
JIMIN
unless if I turned into some massive weight lifter, id just look like a curvy man or more built woman
JIMIN
I don't know if I wanna lessen the effect or go back to how I was.. I cant decide
TAEHYUNG
well, here's something to think about
TAEHYUNG
were you still happy in your body at that point?
JIMIN
yeah
JIMIN
maybe not as much as the body I had in high school, but yeah
JIMIN
I still felt good knowing I looked good and stuff
JIMIN
I wouldn't be against it again
JIMIN
that way id still have my masculinity and femininity
TAEHYUNG
okay, doesnt sound that bad of an option then
TAEHYUNG
what's the other?
JIMIN
taking hormones again..
JIMIN
this time they'd be for transitioning back into a masculine build
JIMIN
id basically be on medication that they give to trans men and idk how I feel about that one..
TAEHYUNG
hm..
TAEHYUNG
yeah, I don't know if hormones are good again or not
TAEHYUNG
it all depends on how you'd feel about taking them
JIMIN
yeah..
JIMIN
there's a last one for mixing the two
JIMIN
might consider that
JIMIN
I don't wanna be ripped or anything like that? I was never SUPER huge before either
JIMIN
just looked good, had subtle abs, muscle definition
JIMIN
that's all im looking for again
TAEHYUNG
then you know what
TAEHYUNG
I think you know exactly what you need to do
JIMIN
yeah..
JIMIN
as scary as it might be, yeah
JIMIN
I think I do
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Fanfiction❝ This is your decision baby, just know that you won't be alone this time. ❞ Almost two years later and pretty boys still hold deeper secrets than one would think. Sequel to: Effeminate #completed ________________ written!au | media!au | nsfw! [W...
