[We Can talk over a cup of coffee~] Saiouma/Oumasai

Déjà vu

okay tea

I would probably reread the last chapter just in case you forgot what has happened so far since its been a while

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Shuichi POV

After i told kokichi that he could stay here he seems to have mixed feelings of being happy and sad and I don't understand the reasoning why since there's so many things he hides from me or even anyone I wonder if he has any friends? Then I see kokichi yawn "hey are you tired?" Then all of a sudden he was built up with energy "Nope~" but that was an obvious lie and called himself on it before i could "but you knew that was a lie didn't you hmph jeez shuichi your soooo boring" he looked away as if he was done with me and as believable as he looked i knew it was also a lie but i decided to ignore it "so where do you want sleep?" then kokichi instantly shot up "well with you of course~" my face shot up beet red "w-what?!?!?" then i see kokichi laughing which made me pout "nishishishi well whats wrong i just want to sleep with my beloved" i was still red even though i knew kokichi was joking since from his reaction from last time he dosent mean it "fine kokichi we can sleep together" i tested the water to see if he would he would react again like last time (which was unbearably cute so i would jump to the chance to do it again) but to my surprise he didn't immediately become flustered he just looked away so i wouldn't see

which made a little annoyed that i couldn't seat so i moved my face to where i can see it but he moved again and i did the same again then finally kokichi seemed to try to walk away which made me immediately grab him and make me hold his face to mine which made me realize how close are faces are together

'shit'

it felt as if the world was right in front of me in my arms his face was flushed and you can see some water on him from the rain it all looked so perfect it felt as if it could all be framed but i snap out it as kokichi pulled away from and ran to the bathroom and locked the door and i final realize where he went i go and knock on the door

Kokichi's POV

Oh no, no no no I suddenly look in the mirror and I look red ugh I look so damn ugly and had to see that, I then crawl my self into a ball on the floor 'what does he think of me now?!?' Is all I could think of at this moment he's done all these things for me and all I've done is literally nothing I feel so
So
So
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?!?!?!?
Then I my thoughts had stoped when I heard some knocking

"Kokichi I'm sorry about earlier" shuichi said in dismay

Earlier what happened?!? What is he talking about I was the one messed things up right but am I forgetting something "shuichi what are you talking about?" There was a moment of silence "when I fell?" "Fell? Fell where?" I quickly responded "I fell on top of you a minute ago and you ran in here?! Do you not remember"

He was on top of m- then my mind had suddenly put that picture in my mind of what happened that sudden forgotten memory and I felt myself stop breathing for a minute and my mind had went black but then out of nowhere I started shaking and I was so out of it Realize shuichi is saying something but I can't hear it, I can't hear anything and I start to think how did a stupid fall me in such a state then finally the bad memory train ran in and i feel water going down my cheek

Oh i see.....so that's what's scaring me, I guess him being on me made think of.....that

I look around and it all looked black and white I get myself to stand up I look in the mirror and my eyes look so dull....hmm I guess I Gatta fix that I don't know why I feel so careless but I washed my face, patted my cheeks to try to 'wake myself up' but nothing, I need to snap back so I tell shuichi it was nothing, he's already done so much for me then suddenly I started to feel something finally something out of my emotionless state I felt my heart started to beat as if it was alive, I felt as if there was a certain strain on it but I just couldn't understand what it was then I'm finally able to hear shuichi voice and I was instantly back, all the colors had came back and I look at the mirror and my eyes look alive again. I'm so confused what is going on

"Kokichi are you ok?"

My heart felt so full with such a simple question I don't under stand why I tried to reply but i couldn't say anything, but there was one thing I knew I wanted.... I wanted to see his face and I felt the sudden want of his embrace and I suddenly stop myself with that thought and cover my face with my hands cause I felt my face steam out embarrassment

I get myself together and I finally have my hand on the knob and I begin to open it to see shuichi

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I'm so sorry
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
Sorry
My life has been a mess so much has happen and none of it has been good lol clearly
But let's ignore that you guys 16k wtfff I'm sorry but my story

Is literal trash?!?

Idk why you guys are reading it but thank you so much

Also I know it's been a long time ago but my best friend drew me this for when I hit my first 1k so yeah really late but here

That's yo stressful boy right there ^

But yeah follow him

Anyways I hope you enjoyed