I'm not in a good mind state rn... so I guess I just need to rant a bit? Basically I keep feeling more and more like a burden and annoying and I just feel... numb... numb but yet I just randomly cry or almost cry... only when I'm alone though I can't worry anyone... and then like I've kinda wanted to be little and needed too but I haven't been in a position where o felt safe enough to unfortunately... and it's currently after 2 am. I barley ate today... not even a full apple, a single steak patty thing and one grilled cheese sandwich... or maybe that is a lot and I'm just fat... anyways I'm sorry but it'll probably be awhile before I post anything...'or anything worth reading anyway...
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FanfictionTrigger warning- attempted almost rape, sexual assault,panic attack One mr Ryan Beaumont is the bad boy of the school. Andy the sweet little submissive boy that has a mom that works all the time and a dad that left just wants love. And apparently to...
