Hes Not Who He Says He Is (Solby)

Flashbacks hurt the most

Colby's Pov
Was Sam really bipolar if so why didn't he show it he didn't seem bipolar people with bipolar don't act like that right?
Just thinking about what happen with me and shea brings back memory's yeah it hurt but I held it in I didn't regret killing her she deserved it she was talking about my angels flaws when he's perfect she's the one who said to protect the one you love for everything and that's what I was doing. You loved her
And killed her
For him
Him.
For nothing
He's nothing to you
Kill him
If he loves you he'll die for you
He'll die loving you
"STOP!" I
"He's just upset, "I tell myself
He's bipolar it's not his fault
He'll fall for someone else
No, he won't
He'll love someone else just like you did to him all those years ago.
Flashback: "hey what's up blondie," I say to the blond boy sitting on a stool beside me at a bar "noth8ng why?" He said sweetly "did you come here alone or..." I say trailing off "or? Oh you mean with a friend yeah I came with one" he says slightly laughing at the end I chuckled at him "I like you blondie what your name?" I say "you want to know my name?" He asked confused "uh yeah has no one ever asked?" I questioned him "no one ever really notices me," he says shyly "Idk how they couldn't I saw your beauty from across the room," I say "my names sam," he says "cute and simple I like it," I say mhm he hums "I'm Colby," I say "yeah ok," he says I look at him confused "you pretty well know here Colby you're like the hottest guy in the neighborhood," he says blushing I start to blush too but shake it off "come dance with me," I say "Idk how" he replies storing the straw in his drink "I'll show you come on," I say "i-" but before he could answer I took his hand and brought him to the dance floor I grab him by his hips and pull him back into my chest "relax let your body move to the music" I whisper "i-i cant I told you I can't dance," he says sadly god his voice was such a turn on. "Follow my lead," I say
"Okay," he said quietly
I slid my fingers into his pant loops and hold his hips tightly I start swaying.
He swayed with but a few minutes pass and he removed my hands from his sides and turned around. He looked me in the eyes "I like you and I have for years" he says slightly slurring his words "your drunk" I say "you're my drug" he says giggling "am I know? How so?" I say blushing like a mess what was this boy doing to me he just stares at me with his light blue eyes just staring into my dark ocean ones
"Kiss me," he says no slurs nothing
"What?"
"Kiss me," he says I was in shock I didn't know what to and then suddenly I felt a pair of lips on mine soft twisted like cherry I instantly knew who it was and started to kiss back. His hands gripped my shirt he stopped losing me and pulled me down to his hight and whispers in my ear "Wanna fuck?" He asked seductively in my ear "me?" I questioned, "unless you don't want to?" He says looking at me "uh?" I say nervously I didn't know what to say "oh well looks like I'll find someone else," he says turning around I instantly grab his wrist and pull him back to me "are you sure?" I question feeling the alcohol I had taken a kick in.
"Uh duh," he says in a no dur tone I look at him and grab his hand I Me and him through the crowd of people to the bar "drink," I say "k," he says he grades 5 shots and just drinks them within a second I take the same Amount and felt it hit me instantly I grabbed his hand and rushed through the crowd and run up the stairs I opened a random room and surprisingly it was empty I pushed him in and closed the door with my foot I locked the door and pushed him down on the bed and the rest it a blur
End of flashback
That's why he was so familiar it was him the blond boy Sam I should have known. It was the flashbacks that hurt the most
He'll fall for someone else
No, he won't he loves me
He won't forever
Yes he will he won't unless you make sure he does loving you
I won't he loves me
That's what you think
No, it's not
Just let him die loving you
But I can't kill him I love him
And you loved shea but look what you did
Shea was different
Was she?
Yes! I yell an arguing with the voices in my head
"It's not that hard just do it
No
Just do it
Fine
I say making the voice quiet down

Well no redrum yet murder backward but maybe next chapter but who obviously not the blond right? Do you think Colby' voices really got, to him will he go through with it? We, ll peace love you all~Angelina