Hes Not Who He Says He Is (Solby)

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Sams P.O.V
I felt bad for just walking out like that but what else could I do I don't even remember why I just suddenly changed moods but I did and I know what I have to do I have to apologize to him. I turn around idek where I was going I just need to walk. I turn back around and walk back to Colby's house. I walk up Colby steps and to his door, I take a deep breath and knock twice on the door. I hear footsteps and soon enough the door opens to reveal a stressed out, Colby. He moves over and lets me in. I sit down on his couch I oat the seat next to me and he takes it. He grabs my hands and intertwines his fingers with mine "I know you feel like I can't fix you and yeah I can't but I can help you fix you and you can help me fix me, Sam, please give me the chance to be your boyfriend" he says kinda nervous"yes Colby ill go out with you if that's what you asking" I say he hugs me kind tight I almost couldn't breathe but I didn't think much of it I hugged him back and soon we both pull apart. "Would you die for me?" Colby asked randomly "Uh I suppose I would I do love you so yeah I would why do you ask?" I ask "no reason just asking," he says I could tell he was lying but shook it off  "Do you think you'd die loving me?" He asked, "did I do love you but you know nothing last forever so Idk maybe?" I say we make eye contact and I see his eyes start to go to a darker shade "are you okay?" I ask "I'm fine," he says emotionless "so you're saying if you were to you know die anytime soon you'd most likely die loving me?" He asks "I uh suppose yeah, I would," I say a little scared you could hear it in my voice Colby got up to walk to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of water he slowly drank it before speaking up "you're scared of me aren't you," he asked "no I uh I'm tired," I say trying to come up with a lie "your lying," he says he walks over to the couch and sits back down putting his cup down on the coffee table. He said down and puts his legs on my side because I was sitting criss-cross he wrapped them around me and pulled me close "do you really love me?" He asked "ofc I do," I say "I'm insanely in love with you sam," he says I chuckle "I'm in love with you to Colby," I say laying on his chest he sighs "Sam you don't understand," he says quietly "what do you mean," I ask "if I tell you, you have to promise not to leave me or run away from me", he says " I promise," I says he takes a deep breath and wraps his arms around my waist pulling me up a little "sam sometimes I have thoughts about you and they're not always good," he says whispering to me like he was keeping it a secret "okay? What do you mean not always good?" I question "sometimes there thoughts you'd have for someone you hate but I don't hate you," he says laying his chin in my head mhm I say wanting him to continue which he does "sometimes my thought tend to get their own personalities and sometimes say things that I shouldn't do but sometimes I can't help it to feed into it," he says "what do they say?" I ask "To hurt the ones I love," he says "what kind o-of hurt," I ask "kill," he says without any emotion "sam they tell me to kill you," he says I don't know what to say Colby wants to kill me why me "why?" I ask "so you can die loving me," he says and I froze he asked me if I were to die soon would I doe loving him he was planning to kill me "please don't leave me," he says
Leave him
leave
Or you kill him
I shake my thoughts away
"Kiss me, Sam,
I hear Colby say
I lean my head back and kiss him he kissed back he pulled away first
" I don't want to hurt you," he says looking in my eyes "then don't," I say "I can't," he says "J-just don't k-kill me," I say "what?" He questions "you can hurt me," I say "I can't do that," he says "if I die would you die too," I ask "yes." He says he runs his hands through my hair kinda rough and lightly pulls it I quietly moan and feel him freezer up "you have a hair-pulling kink?" He asks "yeah," I say blushing of embarrassment I get off him and get up he does so I was going to go home I didn't want to sleep here with him I was terrified of him. I got up and walked to the door when I was roughly pushed against the wall I look at Colby with a shocked expression. we make eye co tact and his eyes weren't even blue anymore they were black
"You said you wouldn't leave"
He says
"I want to go home," I say
"You're trying to leave me," he says pushing my shoulders harder into the wall
"Y-your hurting me," I say feeling my eyes start to water
"And you said I couldn't don't you? And plus it's not like anyone's going to miss you I've read your diary" he says darkly
"Oh, I'm such a sad boy I have no one. Pity is what you got from me and everyone." He says
"you're such a little pity bitch I guess Brennen, was right," he says dropping me from the wall
"You leave never come back you stay you keep your word." He says I wanted to stay but why he hurt me. I got up from the floor and walked to the couch "so you're staying ha pathetic" he says
"You're lucky I have some sanity I'm not afraid to kill you just letting you know"
"You wouldn't you love me," I say
"Yeah, and I loved my parents but you don't see them here do you?" He says laughing darkly at the end
Did he kill them?
"So don't think you any different," he said patting the state next to him I took it "lay with me," he said bitterly
He's acting kinda bittersweet
I went and laid between his legs
"You smell like roses why?" He asked
"I like roses," I say
"I liked roses," he said "oh" was all I said "your bittersweet" I accidentally blurt out "ha I'm bittersweet you're a fucking cry baby... Pathetic" he said pushing me off his chest "you're going to make me lose it sam and I don't want to kill you so you better stop unless 1. You want to be dead or 2. You want to be running from the cops knowing I'm on a fucking killing spree because of you innocent lives because of you so stop being so pathetic." He says and that hurt my heart my chest wasn't thumping with pain

"Why are you acting like this," I ask in a  Hurt tone
"acting like what me. If you don't like me for me then Idk what to tell you because one's things for sure you're not leaving me" he said
"Your pathetic and no one else is to going to love you as I do," he said walking up the stairs

Wow Colby is a whole other person
What do you think~angelina