Her Voice/ Luka x Reader (Completed)

Her Voice Chapter 4 (edited)

Edited: 5/26/2020 12:11 PM - 12:17 PM

Within a single moment my happiness turned to worry, nervousness and many other emotions I could not decipher. And everyone had to participate, I wasn't bad at singing or disliked it, I loved singing

and playing the guitar, but I have always been really shy about my singing and that scared me to wits end. But I was going to do it anyway. I was going near the middle which helped me calm down since they would have to pay attention to others after me.

I grabbed my music book and flipped it to a page, my favorite song out of all the ones I had written,

Silent Scream. After a few songs it was my turn, I asked Luka if I could borrow his guitar

and he consented. I sat down and tuned the guitar, set out my music and started playing and singing.

I'm caught up in your expectations
You're trying to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me

You wanted me to show more interests To always keep a big bright smile Be that pinky little perfect princess But I'm not that type of child And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside Just let me be
Who I am
It's what your really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And everyday you cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms

Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But 'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I let you down And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside

Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream

Can't you see how I cry for help
Cause you should love me just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't save me right away
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream
My Silent Scream

I finish the song and everyone is staring at me I stand up quickly and give Luka his guitar back and sit down next to Marinette and Alya, grab my hoodie and quickly slip it on over my  body, as a comfort blanket,

and hide my facial features by pulling the hood over my face, and dramatically pulling the strings tight. Everyone starts clapping and

I blush as red as a fire engine although they probably can't even see my face enough to see the blush.

Everyone congratulates me on my 'performance ' and the rest of the class sing.

After the singing everyone is tired so I get my sleeping bag and lay it next to Alya's, which is also conveniently next to Luka's. I

crawl inside the sleeping bag and zip it up. The last thing I remember before drifting off to sleep

is a pair of deep blue eyes opening and giving me a simple soft look.

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