Tae & Y/n (This one will be a little different cause I'm gonna include the whole band in this one)
Y/n POV
-i sigh as I heard my manager yell at me once again-
Manager: I TOLD YOU TO DO IT WRONG!
-he was yelling at me because I'm part of a band and I'm the best dancer but since I'm not korean, I'm a Latina. He wants me to not dance well so the other six girls can stand out...I mean let's be honest I'm literally the only one in the band that has boobs and an ass. I usually get hate from fans all over Asia cause I'm not korean but I'm still in a kpop band-
Manager: if you do the dance like that again I fucking swear I'll punish you!
-he left the dance room and my members looked at me with pity, they were really nice to me but they couldn't protest about anything because they would get kicked out. Later today we were going to a final rehearsal for the MAMA awards and every idol was going to be there so we were getting ready, I went with a sporty outfit -
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-The fact that I get a lot of hate from people just because I'm a Latina gives me a hard time on loving myself, it's hard...really really hard buts there's nothing I can do. Some fans are really supportive and love me and tell me that I'm gorgeous but still...people in this company make me feel worthless.-
-we were on our way to the place and our manager was with us glaring at me and if stares could kill I would probably be six feet underground. After a while we arrived at the place and O.M.G there were so many idols! I mean my band debuted six months ago so it was our first time meeting all of them, our manager took us to our seats and the 7 of us sat there and waited for the other idols to sit as well. After a while the first ones to sit were Blackpink and twice and I'm not bisexual or anything but fuck those girls are hot af, then omg stray kids! Ahhh Fucking Exo I'm fangirling ok leave me alone. I was in my own mind admiring all of the idols, holly shit Got7! Mark looked hot as fuck! After some while I almost choked on air when I saw TXT and BTS walking over laughing and having fun...if only I could be like that with my members in public. They sat behind us and I felt uncomfortable and uneasy, maybe it was because my ideal type Kim Taehyung was sitting behind me! I turned around to look at him and he was already looking at me I fucking panicked and turned around looking like a tomato, my band member Ali noticed and laughed her ass off and I pulled her hair gently from the back, since we were on the first row every idol could see what the seven of us could do so I'm sure they all saw my tomato face witch made it 10 times more embarrassing that it already was. All the managers were standing in front of all of us and then the director of the show came in and explained that we were gonna rehears all of the presentations and dialogue of the show we all nodded in agreement and first up was twice and I was exited they sang fancy and yes or yes I was singing along and dancing a little but then my manager sat next to me and pinched my arm hard so I sat straight and still while my members singed and danced-
