Little Short Poems

Depression behind the friend's depression

She is back again. 

to her old self.

the pain and loneliness 

has called her again. 

has came back again. 

I don't want to cry anytime.

I don't want to be depressed anytime. 

Because it's almost the day

that i turn 16, and become mature.

But with all this happening, 

with all this doubts putting me down 

and my heart in pain, 

how can i throw such a joyful celebration

over such a depressing time?

what am i gonna do to 

survive once more?

I thought it would all end. 

only to find out that 

it was only starting. 

I am weaker than before. 

My heart has gone down over the 

past few weeks.

no one i can turn to but myself. 

No one she can turn to but me. 

I don't want this much weight

on my shoulder, 

for i can only handle so much. 

My heart is sighing 

as my brain goes 

into crazy thoughts. 

What am i going to 

do this time to stay alive 

and unaffected?