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i won't bother you anymore » haizaki ryōhei [PART 2]

"You have been nothing but a nuisance."

"Now quit bothering me and go away!"

My words spewed out of my mouth with venom. There was nothing but pure anger evident in it. But, why? Why is he so upset with me?

I did not know; but nevertheless, I felt as if a heavy feeling has been lifted off my chest. Was he holding this in for so long?

I watched her expression fall to that of a hurt one, then a blank one now. Her head was cast down, along with her widened [e/c] orbs that used to sparkle so bright when she first approached me.

Tch. Did she not hear anything that I said? I gazed at her, unamused, feeling annoyance bubbling up inside me again. I decided to just leave, seeing that she won't seem to even budge. If she isn't going, then I will.

Heaving a sigh, I buried my hands in my pocket, then took steps, brushing past her. I wasn't that far from her when I heard her small voice shakily spoke.

"I. . ."

"I see. . ."

I opted to pay no heed to it and carry on, but—

"Was that all I've been all this time?" she whimpered. Hearing this halted me in my steps. (from realization) Was she? I shook my head. No.

". . . then, . . . I'm sorry, Ryouhei." she said. Why does it sound so heavy? Does she really mean it this time? I've always meant everything I said, Ryouhei.

"I'm sorry for bothering you; for being nothing but a nuisance."

Her whimpers pulled at my heart ever so painfully; Why? But I decided to be head-strong and opted to leave. Before any of this gets to my conscience even more.

"Don't worry, I'll leave you alone now."

"You'll never see me again. . ."

Her voice broke. Fuck. Was she hurt so bad?

"No one will annoy you ever again. . ."

"Because I won't bother you ever again. . ."

Hearing that clutched at my heart again and caused a throbbing pain. It hurts me that she's hurt this much. But what did those words of her mean?

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If only I had realized what those words of hers meant that day. . .

— author's pov —

If only he had realized what the words of the [h/c] girl meant that day. . .

If only he didn't say all those things to her. . .

"[y/n]. . . I've realized now. . ."

". . . I was the annoying one here."

He choked out, few tears racing down his cheeks. Why am I still acting so tough?

Days passed since he had that talk with [y/n], and since then she didn't show up to him anymore; no trace at all. No one bothered Haizaki anymore. And regretfully, he missed it.

"I missed you. . . I would trade anything in the world. . ." The bouquet of [f/flowers] in his hand fell to the ground, along with his trembling knees.

Her stories,

her rants,

her little jokes and attempts to make the gray-head smile,

her chirpy voice that brought him bliss,

just her appearance and presence;

He misses it.

I want to see you again.

". . . just please, come back to me." He cried, begging at the foot of the girl. Why won't you talk back? I want to hear your cheerful voice talk back!

Audible sobs escaped his lips, tears like raindrops raced down his cheeks from his puffy eyes. Never had he expected the girl would affect him like this this much; nor had he expected his words to affect her like that.

He slowly turned his gaze up at the girl; up at her headstone. His gray-red orbs sharpened to a glare. He glared at it with pure anger; he hated it. He hated that he was the cause of it.

If only he realized sooner; if only he hadn't said those things.  .  .

Then he wouldn't be crying at her grave, begging for her to come back.

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word count: 650 words
[a/n: uwu it got longer than expected lol. it was much better in my head, but aye, there you have it :') yep. That's the ending. if anything is confusing then feel free to ask.

ps. there is no other way around; there is no good ending. at least i don't want to think up there is. if you really want a good end then feel free to write it <3 ]