Anxiety

85.

So far, so good.
Just keep a grip on this ship and don’t let the mast tip
Don't slip on the salty deck and make sure the sails don't rip

So far, so good.
Stand up straight lest they see what you’re hiding
Smile politely lest they see the time you’re biding

So far, so good.
Try to keep the fire inside
Board up the rotten walls to your burning heart and give ‘normal’ a try

So far, so good.
Keep your eyes closed so they can’t them glowing in the dark
Keep your mouth shut so they can’t see your tongue trying to light a spark
Keep your toes pointed straight so they can’t see your restless feet trying to embark
Keep your fist clenched so they can’t see your carefully controlled rage falling apart

So far, so good.
Find an anchor you believe in
Find a cause you can weave in
Find a savior you can breathe in

So far, so good.
Stand up, not out
Believe in, not doubt
Listen quietly, don’t shout

So far, so good.
Don’t tell them why they’re so afraid of the light
Take the food from the hand, don’t bite
Don’t bruise knuckles against the pavement putting up a fight

So far, so good….right?