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A few weeks later

I woke up and felt really good in myself

I decided to have a shower and go out shopping so i went downstairs to see what we needed and took a cheeky insta pic

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I got changed and then got in my car

On the way there i called nick and askrd what he was up to and just a chat in general

I ended the call and went in target

I bought crisps and snacks and some pizza , ice cream , chicken and chips and other things we needed

I got it all in the car and i felt really sick but i just put it down to being tired

I drove home and took the whole 5 bags in on one trip cos i am not doing two trips

I put it all away and then i started to feel dizzy and started to lose my vision..i made my way to the sofa and clicked on the last person i called which was nick and then it went black and belly had the worst pain ever

'Cleo ...Cleo are you there ' .......

Nicks POV

I felt like something bad happened.
I got up and ran to Zion room
'Cleo i think there's something wrong we need to go ' i shouted
Kehlani and Zion got up grabbed their shoes and we went
I could t drive fast enough but it felt like i hit every red light
'HURRY THE FUCK UP '
'GET OUT THE WAY '
'MOVE OUT MY LANE YOU PRICK'

we finally got to the house and opened the door

'Call 911' k shouted
'shit shit shit shes bleeding , Cleo baby wake up ,come on Cleo i cant lose you ' kehlani said crying

'Hiya yes we need an ambulance to 32 tion drive .....Cleo hale.....she 19 .....k is she bleeding  -yes- .... Yes ...k is it from her vaginal area -yes- ..... Yes ...... Okay hurry please ' z said

'I cant lose her i only was getting her back and the baby ' i cried
'Nick calm down shes strong shes got this ' kehlani said to me

The ambulance turned up and they put her on a stretcher
'Nick up go with her ill drive in up car ' k said

We drove to the hospital

'Cleo please dont leave me baby, i cant lose you or the baby, just come on you got this ' i said holding her hand against my mouth

We got there and they took her in a room

Zion and kehlani walked in not long after

We da there for an hour and then all the rest of the boys Ansley and maggie walked in

'What happened' brandon cried as he took kehlani for a hug
'she just blacked out i guess, b i cant lose her, we cant lose her ' she said

I sat there not knowing what to do, er came and sat next to me and put his arm around me
'Shes strong bro'

It was like 3 hours later and a doctor came out

'whos nick' he said and i looked up
'Me '
'she wants to see you ' he said

I walked into the room and she was so beautiful
And she started to cry
'Hey whats wrong ' i asked
'Nick, we- we lost them' she cried into me as i sat next to her
'What' i said
'The baby, i had a miscarriage its my fault' she sobbed
I started to cry
'Hey hey look stop crying it isn't your fault okay then things happen, im still here ' i hugged her so tightly
'Dont leave me now stay here ' she said
'Im never leaving you okay ' i reassured her

I text the guys to go home and we was gonna tell them later when we was ready

We had to stay the night to make sure she was okay and then in the morning we was allowed to go

I helped her to the car and drove to hers and helped her inside

'Im sorry nick' she said on the sofa crying
'Stop saying sorry theres other times just calm down ' i said
I made sure she was okay  and went to the bathroom

I cried, silently so she didnt know , i was happy i had her but my child my little baby was gone a i know it was no ones fault but i felt like punching something  screaming i dont even know

I sorted myself out and went back downstairs

'Youve been crying ' she said
'what no i aint ' i said
'Jusy be honest nick see this is the the shit that will stop us being together the little lies i cant do that , we go through this together not alone were in this together weather we like it or not so tell me the truth' she said coming up to Me
'Okay i was , i feel like screaming , the babys what brought us back together and if it werent for our little baby we might not be here right now and i feel bad cos it took me a whole human to realise that i need you and that i cant do anything without , the who month without you was torture but i knew i didnt deserve you and i still think that your so much better and can do so much better im just a let down c ' i cried as she held me

'I don't want no one else nick , its you its always been you , do you think that time apart was nice for me knowing i had our baby with me and you wasnt there  bit were back together and i aint budging ' she said as she wiped her and my tears away

'I've missed you' i said and then it some how happened that we kissed

'I aint ever leaving ' she said looking me in the eyes
'Were in this together '

I held her and she held me

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