It was weird not having my little baby bump, i felt really down and not myself and i didn't want to get out of bed at all
'Cleo the door'k shouted from her room but i wanted to just not move 'Cleooo you have to move okay babes this isnt good ' kehlani said walking past my open door to the stairs
I knew it was nick but i just wasn't in the mood, i hadnt changed or got dress it was literally just me and my quilt.
'Hey whats wrong' nick said from the door 'Just i dont know its hitting me i miss the baby even though it wasnt a baby but it was still our baby and now its gone' i said now in full tears
That's all I've been doing, crying
'Hey look stop crying okay were gonna get through this whats to da we wont have a baby in the future hey' nick said as he came and laid next to me and i wiped !y tears and hopelessly smiled
'I aint wearing clothes just saying ' 'I noticed ' he laughed 'Even though it wasnt a big bump i still felt it and i feel like i took it for granted covering it up, and now its gone ' 'Sky would understand 'he kissed my forehead as i snuggled into him
The day was pretty chilled, we watched films like we always did and ate food and i decided to get changed after an hour
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The next day was the same as any other o ly the boys was at the studio.
I felt like i needed to get away and so once nick was at his i asked if i could come round
I got changed and went round
I walked in to see maggie
'Hey how you feeling today' she asked 'The same as any other day, shit' i said 'It'll get better ' she gave a warming smile
I smiled back and went up to nicks room
'Hey baby' he said 'You okay how was the studio' i asked as a dropped to the bed 'You know the same but we have some songs out soon' he said smiling 'That's good, wanna go away' i said 'What ' 'Want to go on holiday ' i said 'Yeah but are you okay ' he questioned 'Yeah thats why i wanna go i want to get away 'it doesnt matter where i just want us to go away ' i said 'Okay lets look '
We opened the Mac and looked for holiday
'Dubai looks nice' he said 'It does doesnt it ' i said
We clicked onto the hotels 'Wanna go here ' i said 'Yes ' 'Its done then' He said 'Its booked' 'Its booked
A/n: sorry this chapter os short o really have no gpod ideas right now, give me some ideas
