THOUGHTS IN MY MIND!

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....I'm her to listen...... I'm may stop talking... does being quiet make me more trust worthy?..... I just want to be more trustworthy... I'll be quiet, I'll try that... just say I'm here listen... I am here to listen to you.... any of you..... I am here for you guys... I just want to be trustworthy please..... I want to be a good friend.... I love you, all of you... It will never be a lie on how much I love you all of you.... even if you ignore me because you're upset or mad I'll be here.... my best friend didn't talk to me for 2 years.... I was still there waiting for his call... I.... I will always be here no matter how much you push me away... why am I so untrustworthy?...... I hate myself for being so untrustworthy..... I'm sorry, I know I'm online..... I know I'm not trustworthy because you barely know me but.... I don't care I'm here for you!... as long as I can possibly be... I. Am. Here