The Escapist

this is me letting go

I know i m a mess but
you are the same as well
That's probably the reason why we get along
I am disappointed by the fact that
My presence disappoints you
You would rather have someone else by your side
And honestly that should be fine cuz
That is choice made by you
So this is me letting go
Trying to let go a hand that will ever hold mine
Why am i even upset
My friends think i am supposed to be sad
Is it anywhere near bad?
Shut up otherwise I'm gonna get mad
I said so myself
His hand is not for anyone to hold
There he is, holding another girl's hand
Right in front of my eyes
After rejecting mine
Have i gone so blind
Oh why
You shouldn't have behaved this way
I shouldn't have reacted this way
If only one would know
How to face love in a rational way
Yet i failed to face you
And the failure's a choice made