The Escapist

i forgot that i existed

i forgot that i existed
i thought that it would kill me but it didn't
slept for an hour, all the conversations faded away
close my eyes, bury myself in a coffin
close my eyes, the world still goes around
but i have ceased to exist for a minute
and they say people would care
they wouldn't be happy about it
but i don't really care
i just want to stop existing
and if i'm happy, you should be happy for me too
i want to read my books, i want to watch my movies
stay in bed for the day, hoping one day i'd dream of my poetry
the fairyland and castle in the clouds
i bury my head in the sound
no, no, stop existing
no, no, stop all the noises
for in the darkness you should find hope
even slight, the light is the light
skip my faith,i will find it among the myths
remember me, not just my ghost
might be hanging around, but honestly there's not much to miss