I awoke within my dream, plagued by the familiar black void and as soon as I was able to move within the dream a hand clapped my shoulder and I turned around to myself staring at me furiously.
"Are you my aura again?" I choked out.
She glared instead.
"You continue to ignore my advice and instead you become even more intimately entangled with them!" She shouted and I took a step back.
But my foot didn't reconnect with the ground and I fell back into the black void, splashing into it like water. I felt like I was drowning but only for a minute as I fell through the water into the hauntingly familiar void of blood.
My aura seemed to float down from the sky gracefully but there was malice in her eyes.
"What do you think will happen when they steal your virginity?" She shouted and I winced.
"They wouldn't steal my-" I began but she cut me off.
"They make you into a monster!"
Her form started shifting, became more masculine.
I looked away from whatever horror was being unleashed before me.
Suddenly I was pulled to the ground by the chains of blood, unable to move. I writhed around trying to break free.
"You will never break free of those chains!" Her voice was deeper, it sounded more like someone I knew well. Someone I dearly missed.
This was just a bad dream, this was just a bad dream. Wake up ___! Wake up!
I opened my eyes just a bit hoping I'd wake up in the real world but instead a masculine voice snapped at me. "Look at me."
I winced and felt a strong hand pull my face to look its way. My eyes were squeezed shut but a menacing laugh tempted me.
Its eyes were red, completely red, no white traces, it was demonic and evil.
What made it worse is that these evil red eyes were plastered on the body of my beloved friend Gilbert.
It wasn't Gilbert though, the eyes made the difference, it just looked like him but the hatred and malice in his pupils radiated an aura unlike Gilbert's in every way.
"Leave him alone." I managed to choke out.
"I dwell within him, I cannot be undone," it growled.
"I am the venom that will pierce your veins and flesh and flow within you, within all humans who become chained to blood like your ill-fated precious friends."
"You won't!"
"But isn't that what you want? What they want for you? To be a vampire? This is your reality! I am the future you cannot escape," he hollered and I felt tears in my eyes.
"So be it," I tried acting cool but this Illusion, my aura in the shape of Gilbert, with the eyes of a demon laughed.
"I'm part of your mind I know damn well this scares you, what makes it worse is you don't really have a choice. Lose your virginity and become a vampire, don't lose your virginity and become a vampire like me. You fear both options equally but those are the only two you have. Really your only escape is to just kill yourself."
My eyes widened in shock.
"No, I'll never do that."
"But you've tried before? Why not try again, I am a part of you and the only part thinking rationally, this is your best option."
"No, it's not!" I yelled. I shut my eyes and when I opened them again I was staring at my ceiling.
Was this a bad dream or a bad omen...
YOU ARE READING
BTT x Reader | BloodXLust
FanfictionHow does a curious, world traveling, demisexual end up in a polyamorous relationship with a trio of lustful vampires? It starts with a broken down car, a Renaissance fair, a burglar and a scary movie. •updates every week •will be divided into parts ...