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Chapter One Hundred & Five | VampiresXWorries

Something was familiar about her that I didn't like so anytime I saw Greta I became uneasy. Something was off about her.

Didn't she work at a restaurant why is she delivering pizza?

Francis pretended not to recognize her and smiled and took the pizza. Eliza handed her the cash and winked at Greta who became flustered and blushed as she wished us a good night and ran to her car.

It took her a minute to drive off and Eliza questioned why I continued to eye her until she was out of sight.

"Greta catch your eye, ___?" Eliza teased.

I hummed in agreement.

She snuck up behind me and grabbed my shoulders. I looked down at her as she laughed and hugged me. She spun me around towards the pizza and I stole my box and jumped onto the couch, knees to my chest and pizza already in my mouth.

"You love your pizza don't you Chica?" Antonio laughed and I nodded.

Gilbert sat diagonally across from me on the other couch, in the same position as me, also with pizza in his mouth.

We aren't the same at all.

I can't date this guy. He'll want to fuck my brains out 24/7 not to mention he might want kids. Plus there's no way I'm doing lots of chores and I'm sure he won't either. I'm not ready to settle if I'll ever be and I'm not ready to lose the innocence I'm trying desperately to keep.

Why am I only just realizing I like Gilbert?

"Love" even.

Do I love Francis and Antonio?

I stared them down as I nibbled on my third pizza slice. They were laughing together and nudging each other. I was dissociating too much to hear them.

How do I feel about them?

Gilbert and I certainly have had more interactions alone, and more in common. Antonio and Francis seem glued to each other so I've never gotten much a chance.

Francis is Eros, I can only imagine how that'd go for me.

Antonio is agape, he'd love me no matter what and I can tell just by his smile.

Who are we as couples?

Francis and Antonio are romantic.

Francis and Gilbert are physical.

Antonio and Gilbert are passionate.

Gilbert and I are fun.

Francis and I are...sort of like mentor and apprentice.

Francis has fun occasionally but mostly he scolds me or worries about me. He shows me new things and loves to tell me stories and teach me about what I'll be like as a vampire.

Antonio and I are...I don't know what really, I do know he is easily turned on by me, and I know he's extremely protective. He was first to lunge into battle when my life was threatened by Officer Shenck and almost died for it.

They care about me but they're more made for each other.

Do I really belong with them?

Everyone knows them as the trio.

Not the quad.

They've never had another member of their clan and I wasn't even official.

They've probably had humans they've liked in the past that didn't work out when they thought they would. Am I any different?