Shawn Mendes imagines

Only when you are ready

•Shawn's POV•

Baby I'm going to leave you with your friends for a little while but remember, no drinking! You don't handle it well" I laughed.

"Okay" she giggled. She placed a kiss on my cheek before I walked towards the group of guys.

•y/n's POV•

"SHOTS!" Shouted Becky, my best friend. Everyone cheered and grabbed one from the tray, except me. "Y/n?! Come on don't be a party pooper!!!" Bethany called out to me after noticing I wasn't drinking. "No drinking for me tonight" I said laughing. Everyone booed in response.

"Come on!!! Live a little!!!" Encouraged Leah. I looked around at all the girls. Suddenly they all started chanting. "DRINK! DRINK! DRINK! DRINK!"

I reluctantly grabbed a shot glass and downed it. Everyone watched me in sudden silence. "ANOTHER ROUND!" I shouted causing everyone to cheer and whoo.

One drink turned into two... then three... then four.
Before I knew it I could barley walk.

•Shawn's POV•

I laughed with my friends. When I turned to look at y/n I noticed she wasn't in the place I left her. I furrowed my eyebrows and scanned the room. I caught sight of her, she was in the middle of the massive crowd laughing and dancing with her friends, holding a nearly empty glass of vodka in the air. I sighed and sped over to her.

"Y/n!" I called, pushing through the sweaty crowd. "HEY BABE!" She yelled as she jumped up and down. I laughed at her silliness and grabbed her hand.

"Let's go" I said as I started to make my way out of the crowd. I stopped in my tracks when I didn't feel her presence behind me. I turned to see her standing there looking at me. She grabbed my hand and yanked me back to where I initially was. "I wanna dance" she said quietly as she brought her lips to my ear.

She turned around and started to dance, extremely close to me. I felt her ass push up to my groin and my pants immediately felt three times smaller. I let out a shaky breath before placing my hands on her waist and pushing her away gently. "Don't do this to me" I said. She bit her lip.

Oh god. That lip bite drove me crazy. I wanted her right there and then. She wasn't ready for sex yet. I understand, however i want her. So bad.

"Dance with me" she seductively said as she pulled me closer so our chests were touching.
"Let's go home" I said again. "You are drunk"

"Okay. Let's go home. But we won't be sleeping." She winked.
I reluctantly Followed her to the car and got in the drivers seat. I was slightly confused when she got in the back seat. "No mendes, come here" she whispered as she pulled me to her.

I kissed her lips hungrily and caressed the sides of her body.

She is so beautiful

I lowered my lips to her neck. I sucked and nibbled at the soft skin, causing a moan to escape her pink lips. She ran her hands through my brown curls and tugged at them.

I love it when she does that.

It turns me on, and she knows that.

The bulge in my pants was bigger than ever. God I wanted to be inside of her right this second.

"I want you" she whispered into my ear as she pulled at my shirt. "I want you inside of me."

My breath hitched. I wanted nothing more than to fuck her right now. But there was something telling me not to.

She was drunk. I knew inside that she wasn't truly ready. If I did have sex with her right now, she would wake up tomorrow and regret it. She would hate me. I can't let that happen. She isn't in the right  set of mind. She isn't clear headed. She wasn't thinking straight.

I wanted our first time together to be special. To have meaning. I knew she did too.

I pulled away from her. She groaned. "What?" She whined. "We can't do this baby" I told her quietly.
"What? Why? Do you not love me anymore?" She rambled, throwing her hands in her hair.
"No! No! Babe nothing like that." I reassured.
"Then why?" She asked, lowering her voice again.

"You're drunk, princess. I don't want to take advantage of your current state. I want to do it when you are ready, and I'm willing to wait. You mean everything to me, and I want our first time to be special too. I don't want it to be in the parking lot of a club in the back of my car." I hooked a piece of her hair behind her ear and kissed her forehead gently.

With that, I climbed into the front seat and began driving home. "I love you princess" I said to her. When I heard no reply, I checked the rear view mirror to find her fast asleep. I smiled to myself before I carried on driving.

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Okay it's not that smutty but idk
And I didn't read through this properly so sorry for any typos or grammar mistakes :)