Felix's POV
Fat. That's what I see in the mirror. That's what drives me farther to the edge.
I am fat.
Me and the others were sitting at the table. They were enjoying the food Woojin hyung made for us. I just sat there, staring.
"I'll be right back." I said hoping they wouldn't question where I was going.
I speed walked to the dorm's restroom.
"Where do we put the scale again?" I asked myself.
After a few seconds of looking I found it, under the sink.
I took off all my clothes so that the measurements would be accurate.
134 lbs
"Disgusting. How do they not see it? Why do they keep telling me I'm fine?"
I put my clothes back on sadly and walked to my room.
I had always thought I was fat. But I had never led myself to believe it.
That was before. Before I kept a stash of fitness magazines hidden behind my dresser. Before I scanned through multiple websites, trying different diets that popped up. Before I bought a full body mirror that I put on the inside of my closet. Before I bought the weight loss pills that haven't even been opened.
That was before.
Before is over.
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This book is SUPER triggering so if your sensitive to topics like
- bulimia
- self harm
- anorexia
And shit like that, this book is not for you!
The chapters are pretty short so if you don't like that, this book it not for you!
If your a homophobic piece of gARBAGE, this book is not for you!
Chapter 1 will be published later on today.
Enjoy
~Lulu ✨
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Anorexia - ChangLix
FanfictionFelix strives to be as skinny as all those models. He would do ANYTHING to be like them. Changbin loves Felix and notices he's not well. ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ - mentions of self harm - mentions of eating disorders -bxb content
