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Bagginshield- Afraid

Bilbo's Pov

You know, I never expected to lose everyone that I had grown to care about over my adventures. It never really crossed my mind that I would grow to worry over Thorin like I had when he passed. The first two days were the worst, I'll be honest. I kept turning to expect Thorin glaring at me or Fee and Kee waiting for me to walk into their pranks. I decided today that I was to leave, I was honestly trying to slip from the mountain quietly without getting noticed but well. I got noticed by my friends, the company I had grown to know for the past year.

When they finally let me go I thought back on the way Thorin looked down upon me when he first met me. Scowling and judging me silently with his beautiful eyes. Something I wished I could see once more. Never in my life have I ever wished the world to be less cruel and willing to let Thorin live.

If only I could hear him once more, maybe see him once more. Maybe then I wouldn't feel the guilt I do now. The guilt of letting him die in my arms...