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• twenty five •

One day left. The last day I have to ever walk into this school ever again. Thank. Fuck. I don't wanna see Chloes face ever again. And for gray, well I'm telling everyone today that I'm leaving so this is his last chance. Honestly, I can't decide whether I want him to save us or not.

I obviously still love him but i just don't know if gray feels the same way and the thought just makes me feel vulnerable as fuck and that scares me right now. He hurt me. Broke my heart when he didn't believe me and he can easily just snap his fingers and do it again. Funny how love is, you think you meet the one, they break your heart and no matter how hard you try you just can't get over them.

"Uh darling don't you think you should be going now" my grandma knocks on the door and looks around the corner at me

"Oh shit yes. Love you byeee" I had five minutes before first bell.

Luckily I'm driving so now it takes like two minutes for me to get there. I have five classes today and three are with Grayson. I'm gonna tell everyone at the last lunch cause I have last class with him. I'm attempting to tolerate slut face for the day.

Since I'm leaving there's no need to prove she ain't pregnant. They're gonna find out anyway when they realise oh shit it's been 7 months...Where the fuck your bump at? Honestly it's a waste of breath. I'm not going anything to try save what I thought gray and I had it's all up to him.

-lunch time

"Hey guys" I smile

"Hey y/n" they get up to hug me and I don't see gray or Chloe

"Where's gray and fake bitch?" I ask

"Gray stayed home and Chloe doesn't hang out with us unless he's here" ethan answer. Explains why he wasn't in classes

"Ok well ummm I needa tell you something. I'm leaving school" I say and they giggle

"Why'd you make that so dramatic. Leaving school has become a regular thing for you. We'll see you Monday if we don't catch up on the weekend" Emma says and I look at ethan who's looking seriously at me

"No I think she means she's leaving leaving. Like for good... please don't tell me this is cause of..." I sigh

"Yes I am leaving leaving. I ... I can't handle this shit anymore and I'm going to start showing soon and I'll get even more bullied" I look down

"Wait... what do you mean start showing" Emma asks

"You're really pregnant?!" Ethan asks and I look at him with eyes full of answers

" I just yea I have a job now I'm leaving so I can save up some of my own money. Money that I didn't inherit from my rich parents. It's my last day today but we can all still hang out ... If you wanted" they all look at me

"W-What about school?" Brodie asks

"I'm enrolled in online school now" they keep asking questions and trying to get me stay but I tell them I can't and quite frankly I don't have any reason to want to

Ethan was pretty quiet though. He just looked at me the whole time. I'm probably gonna miss him the most out of the three not being able to see him every day. We got really close whenever I stayed at his and grays house. Their mum is still in New York so I'd keep him company when Emma and gray weren't around. He's become my best friend, my older brother.

The last bells rung and they got up to hug me. Emma first then Brodie. They both gave short and sweet hugs and then Ethan came up to me. He gave me a long tight hug and whispered into my ear.

"I knew you weren't lying. Please come over after school, we need to talk" he kisses my cheek then grabs Emma's hand and walks away.

-note
Man I dunno why but I love writing this book. I mean it's shit and all but I genuinely enjoy writing new chaps. Also thank you so much for 1k reads. I am so grateful I got to 1k. So much love to all you readers and I hope you enjoyed xo