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• twenty six •

I knock on the door and Ethan let's me in. I don't hear gray so I'm guessing he isn't home. Ethan and I go to the kitchen and he organised some snacks for us.

"I knew you wouldn't lie" he starts

"You didn't have a reason too. And I know I shouldn't be making excuses for him because I hate that he hurt you the way he did but I think he's scared" he handed me a glass of juice

"I'm scared too!" I slightly raise my voice

"I know. And I want to help you. Honestly I think gray knew all along you wouldn't lie but he couldn't bring it to himself to see you after he broke your heart and chose bitch face over you. Chloe was black mailing him as well so he couldn't leave her" he explained

"Blackmailing? How?" He sighs

"Well ummm... I don't know if I should be the one to tell you this but let's just say she did something that he got involved in and there's proof that he was involved in it and it's something that's haunting him and will continue to for the rest of his life" I look confused and just as I'm about to say something the front door opens

"Yo bro who's car is- y/n!" He stops as soon as his eyes met mine

"Uh... that would be mine" he had a sparkle in his eyes that instantly made me weak

"Your driving! Baby I'm so proud of you- I mean... y/n I'm so proud" he tried to smile genuinely but as soon as he realised he said baby he lost his smile

"Can I please talk to you. I need to say something" I nod and weakly smile as he leads me to his room.

Ethan smiles and walks off to his room then gray shuts his door and sits next to me on his bed. We sit there staring into each other's eyes completely silent until he takes a deep breath and begins talking.

"Y/n. I am so sorry for the way I reacted. I know this is some big news to both of us and I didn't want to believe you cause I was terrified. And I know you are too. After all your the one that will be carrying him or her in your belly for 10 months, well that's if you decide to keep it or not. And I just want to say, no matter what, no matter if you choose to forgive me or not, I will always be here to support you the entire way because I love you. I had no choice with Chloe, she was blackmailing me and... and I didn't want it coming out" he looks down to hide the tears forming in his eyes.

"W-What was she blackmailing you with gray? You can show me you trust me by telling me. Cause I don't know and my heart to be ripped out again. It hurt. Really bad. Seeing you with her, and I know you had to but please help me understand" he gulps and looks up at me

"Last year, when I was doing drugs and drinking alcohol, I had no limits until one night. I had been at a party with Chloe and she was recording me and another friend of hers doing cocaine. Then she got out her own special batch, by then I was off my chops cause my drink got roofied, and then her friend sniffed the line of coke and started shaking, like she was having a seizure but 10x worse. I was freaking out and then we heard police sirens. I didn't want to leave her there but ... but Chloe dragged me away. I found out she had been taken to hospital and when I went to visit her ...s-she ...had a-already died. I b-blame myself and it's been h-haunting me everyday" he sobs and falls into my arms.

"Gray, it wasn't your fault at all. She took the line of coke on her own behalf, you didn't make her. You can't be blamed for this, Chloe would be part of it too so even if she wanted to blackmail you, she would be dragged into it to" I say rubbing his back

"The stupid thing is I actually believed she was pregnant at first then you told me you were and I can't believe I thought you said it out of jealousy. When I went and told Chloe you said that cause I was upset about what happened and she was the only one there she turned it all into blackmail cause she thought I would leave her for you. And I would, in a heartbeat. I am SO sorry y/n, you didn't deserve any of that. Just like I never deserved you in the first place" he lets a tear fall

"Grayson... baby... I forgive you. I understand now. And I know you wouldn't hurt me like that without a reason, I love you so much I have been lost without you. I was ready to give my life up. But I stayed for the baby" he looks at me and down to my stomach and rubs it.

"I love you y/n. Words could never describe. I missed you so much and just being able to hold you in my arms is enough to make me the happiest man alive" he cups my chin with his hand and kisses me.

Fuck, my emotions run when I'm with you Grayson Dolan. You do things to me that I can't even describe how it makes me feel. This man will literally be the death of me.

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Yo this chap long asf and shitty lmao. So cliché and I'm sorry bout that. Thank you all for reading and I love hearing your opinions on it. Hope you enjoyed xo