Sorry this took a bit longer! Writing has never been my thing and I've been busy. I think chapters this length are more of the way to go since this way I can have them out more often. Hope you like it!
Christian POV: March 05 (current)
The wind gently blew my hair as the sun started to rise. I couldn't sleep. I haven't slept in three days.
Ever since I decided to tell Mitchel my feelings for him I hadn't been able to sleep, no matter how tired I was.
I grabbed the paper cigarette box, taking one of them out and lightning it. I breathed in the smoke trying to forgot. Maybe I should text Mitty... it was early but maybe he's up too.
I picked up my phone and started typing.
Kras:
Hey u up?
Sorry if I woke u I can't sleep
Can u call me when u can?
I threw my phone on the bed and went down to the kitchen.
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It's been six hours and Mitchel hasn't replied yet. I didn't want to be that person who gets sad when someone doesn't reply to them but truth is I am. Usually I'm not but with Mitchel, it's different...
I poured myself a cup of water but a knock at the door paused me.
"Hi, Christian," Alexa said standing at the doorway.
I blinked, "I... oh, uh, hey."
"I'm sorry I just randomly showed up but I wanted to talk to you," she told me with a small smile.
"Oh?" I say in response. "Come in..."
"I just... I've missed you, a lot," Alexa said sitting down on the couch next to me. "Maybe we could get back together...? I really did miss you, I still love you."
I blink. I love Mitty. "Oh..."
"Oh?" She asks. "Please just think about it. We can get back together, we can. We were good together, so good. Just give it a thought."
I hesitate for a second but I'd feel bad for saying no so I say, "okay, I'll think about it."
She smiled widely. "Text me when you decide?"
"I will," I say offering a fake smile.
As she leaves I grab my phone and check if Mitchel has replied yet... but no. I groan for no good reason. He's probably busy...
How did I turn into this person who's stresses this much about a person?
My phone lights up and a notification pops up. I quickly pick it up and read what it says.
Mitty:
jordannnn when are u gonna be back? i miss uuu
i'm waiting for u in bed
I scan over it once again, confused. It clearly wasn't meant for me.
A hint of jealousy flooded my veins. How could he be waiting for her? He should be waiting for me... I hate feeling this way.
I sighed and searched Alexa on my phone. This was probably wrong, but it felt needed. I need to move on. Clearly me and Mitchel would never work out...
Kras:
Hey! I thought about what you said earlier and I think we should get back together... I have really missed you x
I cringed as I hit send. This was my only way out. Maybe she'd make me realize my feelings for Mitchel aren't real? Maybe she's the way out of this mess?
I was using her, and I hate it, I hate it so much but I need this, as selfish as it sounds...
Alexa:
I'm so glad you've decided! I missed you so so much
Kras:
Xx wanna come over tomorrow? We can have dinner and watch something
Alexa:
Yes!! 7?
Kras:
Perfect
