Wallflower | l.s mpreg

12

💌 "I wish I was kissing you instead of missing you," 💌
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•Harry's POV•
June

"Louis told me you were sick and asked me to take care of you" Finn says while handing me the soup

"Oh, thanks," I say letting him come in

I put the soup in the microwave seeing as its cold and head over to sit next to Finn because he decided to put on a movie

After a few moments of silence between us two because we're just watching the movie Finn breaks the silence

"I get that you like guys and everything but why'd you have to pick Louis?" Finn asks suddenly

"Well I didn't really 'pick' him," I say turning to look at him

"Yeah you kinda did. I mean you could have anyone you wanted gay OR straight," Finn says

"Well I didn't choose to feel this way about Louis, why do you hate him so much anyway?" I say realizing all he ever does is hate on Louis

"Because he's an asshole and you deserve a lot better," Finn says looking me straight in the eye

"Not to mention he's literally gonna be in college away from you for months at a time. How is that a good way to maintain a relationship?" Finn asks me

"That's not true," I say looking away

"Oh yeah? Where is he now?" Finn says his voice loud and clear

I think of something to say to prove him wrong because I knew he was wrong. Louis cares about me a little distance wouldn't change the way I felt about him. He could be in another country and I'd still want to be with him.

"So what? Just because he's away for some time won't make me stop feeling the way I do about him," I tell him crossing my arms

"Plus you know he cares about me," I say turning to look at him

"How would I know that?" Finn says rolling his eyes

"Who sent you here? Who cared about me enough to contact you, who he knows doesn't like him by the way, just so I would be okay?" I say feeling anger rise in me

"He's just making you confused! He's the first bit of romantic attention you've gotten! You don't like him, you just like the attention!" Finn says raising his voice

"You don't know shit about our relationship! All you ever do is bitch about how you hate Louis when you really have no real reason for hating him other than you don't want to see me happy!" I yell at him

"That's not true Harry, I've always stuck by you. I just don't want your heart to get broken," Finn says lowering his voice

I wanted to tell him that that wasn't going to happen because Louis did genuinely like me and I liked him. That even if things didn't work out I would be okay.

I turn back around to tell him just that when suddenly the urge to puke overcomes me and I rush to the bathroom.

I reach the toilet and proceed to vomit my guts out and when I finally finish I hear Finn's voice seeming ever so quiet now

"Harry? You okay?" Finn asks me slowly walking into the room

"Yeah, I've just been vomiting a lot recently and getting sudden waves of nausea. I think I've got a stomach bug," I say wiping my mouth

"Maybe you're pregnant?" Finn says jokingly

"I'm joking, I know your still a virgin," Finn says leaning against the wall

I turn to look at him thoughts running wild in my head.

"Harry..." Finn says finally realizing why I'm so worried

"You've only been dating for a few weeks!" Finn says getting down on the floor to be on the same level as me

"I know but it was how we first got together, at the camping trip and then again at the party" I say worriedly

"And you didn't use fucking protection?" Finn says getting mad

"Yes! We did, so it can't be that right? Please tell me it's just a stomach bug?" I say beginning to feel tears in my eyes

"Well you have to take a pregnancy test to be sure," He says getting up

"Where are you going?" I say fear evident in my voice

"To get you one," He says as he walks out the door

After a while I hear the front door close but I still remain on the bathroom floor. Unable to move the fear running in my veins immobilizing me

I absolutely refused to even phantom the idea. I lay there quietly trying to convince myself that it wouldn't be true. It seemed like I'd laid there for hours on end before Finn finally returned and handed me the box containing what I didn't want to know.

He left the room to let me take it. However I reopened the door once I had finished, to scared to face it on my own

We silently awaited for the test to show results, finally displaying the answer I feared most.

I was pregnant.

I collapse to the ground Finn catching me mid way down. I lay on the floor in tears with Finn holding me.

He begins telling me everything was going to be okay but I couldn't stop the tears. How could this happen? I was still so young I couldn't do this.

"You're gonna be fine, everything will be okay," Finn says patting my hair

His voice calms me a bit and eventually I fall asleep in his arms. When I awake again I'm in my bed with Finn laying beside me.

"You haven't left?" I say my voice feeling hoarse

"I didn't want to leave you alone," he says quietly watching me

"Finn, I'm scared," I say in a whisper

"Shhh, forget about that for now. Just relax and get some sleep," He says caressing my face

I nod and begin to drift off

I don't even hear my phone ring as I receive texts from Louis.

I just sleep forgetting all my troubles.

Forgetting that there's a life growing inside of me
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I feel like there's a lot to unload in this chapter and idk if I like it :/