Wallflower | l.s mpreg

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        💌 "You love someone in silence because in silence
           there are no rejections" 💌
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•Louis' POV•
May

"Yeah yeah okay, so Friday? K see you then," Liam says hanging up the phone

We were at my house and Liam had just ended a call with Harry confirming our going away party. Liam had already told everyone and now we officially had a date

"Wait is it gonna be weird with you and Harry fighting?" Niall asks me

"We're not fighting! We were just having a minor disagreement plus that's all fixed now," I tell them rolling my eyes

"What were you arguing about anyway?" Liam asks sitting down next to Niall on my bed

"None of your fucking business," I snap at him

"Ouch touchy topic I see. I'll shut up," Liam says flinching at my words

"I'm sorry I'm just stressed," I say sincerely

"About going to college soon?" Niall asks trying to comfort me

"Well yeah that too," I say looking down

"Too?" Niall asks wanting me to explain further

"Harry wants to talk to you," Liam says suddenly

"Me?" I ask looking up at Liam a little to hopeful

"Yeah he says to come over to his house to talk, seems to me like you're in trouble," Liam replies setting his phone down

"Alright, see you guys on Friday?" I say already racing out the door

I reach Harry house in about 10 mins and knock on his front door nervously

"Hey Louis," Harry says dryly letting me in

"Hey," I say sitting down on the couch

"So you wanted to talk?" I say nervously

"Yeah," Harry says sitting down next to me

"I don't want you getting any ideas about us," Harry says slowly

"What do you mean?" I say my heart already dropping

"I don't think we should be friends anymore," Harry says quietly

"Why? Is it because I made you break up with Wendy?" I ask not wanting to lose him

"In a way, the fact that it was hurting you to see me with her. We're just friends Louis it shouldn't hurt you," Harry says his voice shaking a bit at the end

"Please don't do this," I beg him

"I'm not good at this. I never have been," He says looking away

"Harry why won't you just admit it!?" I tell him desperately

"Why can't you see that there's nothing for me to admit!" Harry says equally as desperate

Maybe Harry wasn't ready yet. But I couldn't lose him. I needed him even if it was just as a friend

"I just want you to be happy, even if your happiness doesn't include me," I tell him sincerely

"It's not that you don't make me happy, I just I can't be anything more than friends with you Louis," Harry says looking away

"We'll start over. I'll do anything, everything. I'll be perfect. We can just be friends just please don't leave me," I say beginning to feel tears in my eyes

"Friends?" Harry asks finally looking at me

"Friends" I tell him quietly

"But that's it right? Because I can't be anything more for you right now Louis," Harry says wiping at his eyes

"You don't have to be," I tell him with a sad smile

"Okay," He says hugging me

We embrace each other a little to long for it to just be friendly but neither one of us wants to mention it.

I leave his house and head home ignoring the boys texts asking me what Harry wanted to talk about.

Even if I couldn't have Harry now I saw the way he looked at me because I looked at him the same way. I'd wait for him

Until he was ready.
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I don't rlly like this chapter :/
I'll probably post again cuz I don't want to leave it it on a short chapter but idk