Wallflower | l.s mpreg

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     💌 "The deepest pain I ever felt was denying my own feelings
          to make everyone else comfortable." 💌
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May
•Harry's POV•
*a week later*

"Calm down Finn," I say over the phone, he was mad at me for camping out with Louis and the boys

"It's just I don't think Louis' a good influence on you, plus why make friends with him now if he'll be gone in a month?" Finn says beginning to calm himself

"Why are you so upset? They were just worried about me since you exploded at me during lunch! That's why we first hung out!" I say frustration clear in my voice

"Harry, I just didn't want you thinking you were gay! I did that out of concern!" Finn says in an attempt to defend himself

"What if I was gay! Would you still like me then?" I say suddenly emotions of the night with Louis flooding me

"Just shut up about that! You said you weren't!" Finn says his voice rising in volume

"I'm not," I say trying to push them back down

"Alright then go on a date with Wendy, she's been talking all about you," Finn says changing the tone of his voice completely

"Wendy?" I say recalling the girl who ever so rudely burst into my house what felt like ages ago

"Yeah I'll call her, cmon Harry prove that you're not gay, rumors have been spreading you know," Finn says nonchalantly

"Rumors? What kind of rumors?" I say getting worried

"Nothing you have to worry about if you go out with Wendy," Finn says persuasively

"Alright, I'll go." I say hanging up the phone feeling used

A part of me knew Finn was a shitty friend. He didn't really care about me he just wanted someone to manipulate but I didn't have anyone else.

I had know Finn since kindergarten and maybe at one point he actually genuinely was my friend but then he became obsessed with being liked among our classmates. Still even though I was aware of all of this the fear of being even more alone than I already was made me completely ignore all of his flaws.

I pushed those thought to the back of my mind and headed to the kitchen to make myself lunch.

When I had finally finished I received a text from Louis

Louis: Harry?

Me: ya?

Louis: the boys and I were headed to the festival and wanted to know if you wanted to come

Me: I can't I have a date :/

Louis: a date?

Louis: with?

Me: Wendy

Louis: I thought you didn't like her

Me: I just want to see if there's something there

Louis: oh

Louis: cool, I'll let the boys know

I set my phone down feeling terrible. I didn't wanna go on this date with some girl who I didn't even find mildly attractive. Sure she was pretty but her as a person was just yuck.

Just then Finn calls me again and I genuinely contemplate not answering

"Hey, so Wendy wants to go to the festival, it's out of town but I think it's a great idea," Finn says as soon as I answer

"The festival? With Wendy?" I say groaning

"Yeah she said to pick her up in an hour, I'll text you her address," Finn says ignoring me

"Good luck man," he says hanging up

I roll my eyes and head upstairs to get ready for the 'date'. Shortly after I receive the text from Finn with Wendy's address. I lay around moping for a while before I decide I should get going

Even though I didn't want to go on this date I would never leave Wendy hanging with the hopes that I'd come only for me not to show up.

I arrive at her house and go to the front door. I knock once and almost immediately a blonde haired woman answers

"Oh! You must be Harry!" The woman says smiling at me

"I'm Dina, Wendy's mom," She says pulling me into a hug

I awkwardly hug her back and pray for Wendy to come out already

"Wendy! Harry's here!" She yells suddenly

"I'm coming!" Wendy yells back

"You sure are handsome, I bet the girls at school are all over you," She says with a small smile

"The boys too," I say in an attempt to make a joke

She laughs way harder than necessary and then just smiles and stares at me until Wendy finally comes to the door and pushes her mother aside

"Let's get going?" Wendy asks smiling at me

"Yeah sure," I say snapping back to reality

"Goodbye Mrs," I say not knowing Wendy's last name

Her mother doesn't seem to mind though and she just waves goodbye before she closes the door

We walk to my car and I open the door for Wendy. Not purposely it was just something I was used to doing.

I walk around the car to the drivers seat and head towards the festival. I'd like to say that there was minimal talking in the car but I was quite the opposite. Wendy would talk about everything and anything.

When she finally had gotten tired of talking I placed my arm in between us and she took that as a sign and began to hold it.

I smiled at her despite immediately wanting her to let go. I was honestly more excited to possibly see the boys then having to spend anymore time with Wendy.

At least I was at first, but then I realized how awkward it'd be if I saw them. Especially after I told them I couldn't come.

Now it looked like there was no possible way for me to even enjoy my self in the least.

I sighed heavily as we pulled into the parking lot of the fair.

This was going to be a long night
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Probably gonna update tdy again cuz don't wanna leave the story on a cliffhanger