Trapped

Chapter 12

Dong-Min

"Do you want to meet Astro?"

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She opened the door, "Bye!"

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"Hey, Jeong-Hui is right," I said to the members, "We can't keep ignoring everything."

The other members nod not able to look at me. Looking at the floor, the wall, or at each other's feet but not at me.

"I just don't like talking about the group disbanding. It just feels wrong... I feel like tomorrow we're going to go back to Seoul and continue touring," Jinjin said.

"I don't like talking about the disbandment," Rocky said, "What are we going to do? We're practically family, I just don't imagine dancing without you guys."

"Will we have to go solo...?" Sanha asked.

"Probably," Moonbin said.

"Guys, let's go solo," MJ said. He was looking down the whole time and when he finally looked up I could see tears falling down his face. 

MJ was always the happy virus there were only a few times when he looked sad and now that he was crying it really hit me. It didn't only hit me but it hit everyone, I could see Jinjin tearing up a bit.

"I agree but let's keep in touch, okay?" I told them my eyes watering up.

"Why don't we just take a break and meet up after spending time with our families?" Moonbin said.

"Yeah!" we all said.

"This is going to sound really cheesy but you guys are my family and I'm so grateful to all of you," I told them the tears finally falling.

"I love you all," Jinjin said. Sucking up our pride we all told each other our true feelings of each other and even gave each other hugs separately and all together.

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Can I rant for a little? I'm sorry but I haven't talked to my ex in a while and recently I talked to him. Mind you before I talked to him I wasn't into K-Pop so while I was talking to him k-pop happened to get in the conversation.

So I talked to him about Astro and I sent him pictures of MJ and Jinjin and while I was talking about them I told him how Jinjin was the main rapper. He then just replied "Asian rapper", look I don't care if someone thinks it weird to listen to music that's in another language but it's another thing when you degrade someone's skill because of their race. You might say, "That's not what he meant!". I've been his boyfriend and friend for so long, I know what he meant. 

I'm just so frustrated. If you have questions, ask me. I don't care. If you're not going to listen to k-pop, I don't fucking care! But the second you degrade them and me because of their race and the language they speak. Fuck off! I'm so sorry for anyone who had to listen to me ranting about this I'm just so tired of the racism. 

If someone talks bad about kpop because of their race call them out. I'm not telling you to bash the person because they personally don't like kpop but the second they say the members aren't talented or deserve popularity because of their race is the second you should probably say something. 

Anyways thanks for listening even if you didn't I just needed to blow out somethings. Well, I'll stop talking. Love you and thanks for reading! Cya! <3